Hello there. Been a long time ay? I missed you guys too. I can't or really don't know what else to say other than I'M NOT DEAD! Well I've been busy lately and I have thought about a lot of stuff (or been through a lot). And I've been quite busy with my Quotev acc. (Sorceress of Awesomeness). As the proof of my return, I'm just gonna write this story which is mainly focused on Hikaru

The plot is inspired by Ophelia'song's story titled The Art of Suicide (For Teen Titans fans here, I suggest you read it. It's really good). Don't worry, there'll be romance. Though it's not really decided yet. So I hope you guys will enjoy this and please tell me if I'm going way too tragic or not. Enjoy!~

Disclaimer: I own nothing!

Chapter 1: Drowning

If we don't make it alive
Well it's a hell of a good day to die
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long

And it's ashes to ashes again
Should we even try to pretend?
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long

~Half Truism by Offspring

"Hikaru!" Yu cried as he knocked on the bathroom door. He can't take it much longer. His small bladder is about to burst, or at least he thinks so. The little blond banged on the door this time and holding his pants like his life depends on it. "Come on Hippity Hop! It's been an hour! I wanna potty! I need to!" He desperately tried to block out all the thoughts of water, like Ginga watering plants or Kyoya drinking a glass of it or Madoka washing hands. "A... B... C... D..." With very much effort he put his thoughts in the alphabets. It's getting kind of harder

In the middle of going to G, he heard something. Heavy breathing, from inside the bathroom. The kid pressed one of his ear onto the door to hear more. The breathing was ragged and hard, as if someone was dying. Forgetting about his need of potty, he busted the door down with a lot of efforts, only to see something that shocks the daylight out of him

There was a puddle of blood, and Hikaru inside the bathtub with water. But the liquid was not its natural color. It was sky blue and added with a tint of bloody red. The blue haired girl was holding a dagger on one of her hands and pills were lying on the floor. Hikaru was DROWNING HERSELF!

Tears started to spring from Yu's forest green orbs. He had heard many about suicide, but never he imagined he would be witnessing one in a very young age. Now he felt like he was gonna pee himself. He ran to Hikaru and looked. She was subconscious near to death as she held the bloody dagger and her violet eyes closed. "Hikaru! Hikaru!" He started to sob and scream as his small hands shook the body, "HIPPITY HOP! WAKE UP! SOMEONE HELP!" He ran to the first person he'd thought of: Tsubasa

"TSUBASA! TSUBASA! HELP!" He screamed to the living room of B-pit, where Tsubasa and Kyoya was talking. No one else was around, meaning they were going somewhere. "Tsubasa... Please help!" He sobbed as he ran into the silver haired teen's arms

Tsubasa shared a worried glance with Kyoya before turning back to the crying boy. "What is it Yu?" He asked as he tried to calm him down. He had a terrible feeling about what the little boy's about to say

"It's... H-Hika-ru" Yu managed as he tried not to let anymore tears flow, "S-She's c-c-comm-miting s-s-suicide!"

And everything just crashed. Both Tsubasa and Kyoya looked like someone just slapped them hard across the face. Immediately the three ran to the bathroom upstairs and still couldn't believe their eyes. More blood was dripping down Hikaru's gashed arm and she looks like she was holding on the last threat of life. "Kyoya, call the cops! NOW!"

Without a word, Kyoya pulled out his cell phone and dialed 911. Meanwhile, Tsubasa and Yu rushed themselves to Hikaru's side and Tsubasa picked up the pills. Painkillers and Acetaminophens*. Tsubasa gulped hard as he tried to pull Hikaru out of the water and checked on her pulse. A bit faint. "No! No no no! Hikaru! Please! Stay with us! Hikaru!" Honey gold started to hold back tears as he pleaded that this is not happening

Hikaru's lids opened very thinly but she can blurry see the two figures towering over her nearly dead body. She weakly glared at them and pull out as much willpower to say, "No... Please... Put me back in there... I don't wanna live anymore... I can't..."

"Don't say that Hippity Hop!" Yu yelled as his clear tears continue to flow like a waterfall. "Don't die! Please! We'll all miss you. Me, Ginga, Madoka, Tsubasa, even Kyoya! We'll save you!"

"No... Please... Don't save me... Don't try to. I don't want to be saved" Those words pierced through him like a knife. Hikaru was his co-worker and close friend. Never had he seen her so broken before. Can she be keeping dark secrets from everyone that she can't even share?

However, Hikaru did not want to go through this. Why must Yu find her before she can fly to the peace that she wanted? She just wanted to let it all go, leave Earth behind and join her mother. Tsubasa then pulled out a bottle of hydrogen peroxide and poured it down her throat. No! She was regaining her ties back to the physical world. No! This is an Unfortunate Miracle. "Please," She barely had enough energy to speak. Slowly but surely her bonds to the world was getting stronger again. This is not what she has in mind, "I want to go back to sleep..."

"You can't Hikaru!" Tsubasa said as he saw that the peroxide was working. Hikaru felt she was about to puke as Kyoya came in with a hint of worry and anger

Why? Why can't they just leave her alone? She suffered enough on Earth. Her passion, her spirit, half of her soul was taken away in just one battle. She can no longer hold a bey. She can only see other bladers enjoy the sports she used to enjoy. She can only watch as her friends grew stronger and be happy while she was still mourning silently for the lost of herself. It was mocking her. Why can't they understand? She wants this. She needs death. 'How selfish of them to think only about their feelings'

She was back in her cage already. Back to her body. But weak and fragile as the boys picked her up towards the ambulance that was waiting for her in front of B-Pit. She can see and hear, faintly and blearily, her own friends calling the others as black splotches covered her sight. Finally, all she can do is give into the darkness that engulfs her

So what do you think? Strange? Ok? Crappy? Please tell me by reviewing in that box right there. For now, fave and R&R. Next chapter coming soon

*Some kind of medicine that kills