Hey guys, this is my first one here :)

I am really excited-(please don´t mind mistakes, english is not my native language)

Thankfully the amazing Aerle beta´d this chapter by now :)

Discl: All Characters belong to Eiichiro Oda. Sadly. Just borrowing them and let them do stupid stuff^^

(Rated M for a reason)

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So that was it. I screwed up. Why the hell am I doing that shit?

I´ve been in love with Marco. Like, long time, serious shit in love. And what do I do next? Let Thatch kiss me, of course. And touch me. And go all the way in. And, yeah, I feel like shit, yeah, I hate myself for doing that. Or for being done...

And now I´m sitting here and can´t decide what to do. I feel weird, I keep getting feelings, they grow more and more...but not just for Marco.

Damn it, Thatch.

Xxx

Ace felt himself being pressed against the wall. They were in the kitchen, Thatch pressing his lips on his own. He moaned and Thatch used the chance to slip his tongue into his mouth. Exploring Ace´s hot cavern slowly and softly, he earned another moan from the younger man. The raven gripped the other man´s jacket tight, held on to it. They pressed their bodies against each other, this time it was Thatch´s turn to moan into the kiss. /Why the hell is this so hot? I feel bad the same time, but../ Ace´s thought was cut off when he felt the other´s hard member press against his own. He felt himself being pushed up on the counter and – the kitchen door swung open. They withdrew, facing the door, only to being stared at a certain phoenix. /No. Please, don´t./

"Marco..." Ace begun, but said one just shot a glare at him. He felt his soul crashing. How stupid can a person be? How stupid could he be?

"Bro, it´s - " Thatch begun, but stopped when Marco shot him another look out of piercing blue, cold eyes. All of them remained silent, none of them moved. Pressing his lips into a thin line, Marco shook his head, gave Ace another piercing, cold look and turned around and left, slamming the door shut after him.

Ace walked to his room, closed the door, and let himself sink on the ground. He sighed.

He was embarrassed. Why the hell did Marco walked in on them, kissing? It was all his own fault, for being a coward and not telling Marco how he felt in the first place, and for being so weak. He should have told the blond, and shouldn´t let himself fall for Thatch too...

A knocking got him out of his mind. He ignored it. Maybe it was Thatch anyway.

„Ace, open up." Marco´s voice sounded harsh through the door. Shit. Ace froze. His heart sped up. Marco hammered again against the door. „Ace! If you don´t open up I´m gonna kick down the door, yoi!"

Slowly, Ace got to his feet and sighed again. He took a deep breath and opened slowly, only pulling the door open a few inches.

"What do you want Marco?"

"Let me in, yoi"

"Look, I really don´t want to-" Marco interrupted him by pushing the door completely open, entering the room on his own, pushing Ace back, slamming him against the wall next to the door. He looked at him with his usual bored expression, gripping Ace´s shoulders tighter.

"You really don´t want to - what?" He leaned in, his face close to Ace´s, who immediately blushed. He could feel the blond´s breath on his face, smell him. Feel the firm grip on his shoulders. The raven felt like he had lost his mind.

"I can´t talk about it now. I don´t want to. I never meant to do this in the first place, I should´ve told you..."

Marco gazed at him, blue eyes catching grey ones.

"Should have told me what Ace?"

Ace knew, he didn´t had the strength to resist any longer. The way the blond was looking at him, his intense, masculine smell. He shivered. He needed to get it together, be a man and just for God´s sake tell the fucking truth.

"I...I was in love with you first. But now I...I think I am in love with you both"

Marco froze. That damn brat.

"You..." He grabbed a fistful of black hair, forcing Ace to look up at him. The raven swallowed. Marco´s mouth was only a few inches from his own, He felt him breathe into his mouth. He got pushed even tighter against the wall, the blonde´s knee between his legs, rubbing at his crotch. Ace felt himself got hard.

"So you damn brat decided, instead of telling me that, just to go and fuck Thatch?" Marco´s voice was low, raw. Ace saw a dangerous gleam in his eyes. He wanted to shake his head, to tell him that it all just happened, but-

"You know that I´m going to punish you for that?" Marco´s voice was barely a whisper. The younger swallowed hard, felt his cock twitching, his body shivering. The last Ace saw, was Marco´s smirk before he pulled him into a kiss, brushing his lips on the younger ones, leaning in, so that Ace could feel his member trough the fabric of the sash. Ace got pushed up, so that he could wrap his legs around the older´s hips. He moaned and Marco used that to push his tongue into his mouth, sucking, biting, exploring. Their kiss got rougher, more intense, when they finally parted, their lips were swollen, both panting. They looked at each other. Marco carried him to the bed, threw him on it.