I sat on one of the crates backstage. I was waiting for my only friend

truthfully on the RAW roster to come back from his match. He was Jeff Hardy.

Well I guess Matt was a good friend as well but I was closest to Jeff. Jeff Knew

everything about my past before I won the 2005 Diva search contest. He knew why

I was such a nervous stressed out mess. He knew things No one knew not even my

God parents. (Both my parents had died. My mom died from cancer and my father

just from old age.)

I ran a hand through my Light brown blonde hair, I looked at the one Red streak

in my bangs and noticed it was dulling. I smiled anyone could tell I was best

buds with the Rainbow Haired Warrior anyday. My streak colors changed as often

as his did. This week his was blue last week it was blue green and purple. Mine

on the other hand was still the same red streak for 4 weeks now.

The only thing in my pittiful life that did change was my hair. I pushed out my

bottom lip and bit it. I missed the old like I used to have. The laughter,

parties, The dates. The smiled that crossed my face everytime I saw him,The guy

I now avoid all together. How I used to get all bubbly when he would carry me to

bed because I was too tired to walk or more than often lazy.

A tear rolled down my cheek,I missed him. I pulled my knees close and rested my

chin ontop. I closed my eyes and tried to stop the tears as I wished Jeff to

hurry up.

"Sara? Sara Is that you?" I didn't look up to see who it was until I was pulled

into a quick hug.

"Randy?" I was surprised. Randy really didn't pay much attention to me. I mean

sure we talked here and there but nothing of real importance.

"Yeah?"

"Why are you being"I paused."Nice?" He was normally sarcastic and cocky not

careing and nice.

"Hey I can be nice."He said.

"Really now?" I wiped my tears away.

"Yes. Now tell me whats wrong." He said.

Could I trust him? Was Randy really a guy to open up to. Then again back when I

told Jeff he was mearly an onscreen boyfreind. He found me alone and I just

opened up to him. Might as well with Randy right?

"Sara. Randy."Jeff came around the corner, confusion on his face why I was next

to the Apex Predtor.

"Hey Jeffy Me and Randy were just talking thats all." I jumped down from the crate and then leaned against it.

"Ill stop by your room after the show if that's alright with you."Randy said.

"Er um sure. 234B." I said. He nodded gave a little smile and walked off.

"Randy?" Jeff asked as he drove down the highway.

"Just talking Jeff." I said. I knew he was questioning if I was dateing him or not. That was a definate no. I was far from dateing anyone.

"Yeah just like you were just talking to Ted." He muttered.

"Don't even bring him up. You know I was only Talking to him to ask if he had a copy of the divorce papers I could have since mine went missing." I snapped at Jeff.

"Yeah."

"Do you have something against Randy or something?" I asked.

"No just I don't exactly like him. He's too much of an ass." Jeff laughed.

"You may have a point but he still came over to see if I was okay."

"True." he said and he pulled into the parking lot. "Just don't fall head over heels for him." He stopped and I got out grabbing my bag.

"He's a Friend."

"For now." I reached back into the car and swatted at him. We laughed.

"See ya tomarrow at 10." I said and slammed the door shut. Jeff drove off to his house. Normally I would of stayed with him when we were near by but I decided I wanted to stay alone in the hotel. Except of course tonight Randy would be over.

"Its unlocked!" I yelled from the bathroom. I was busy washing the make up off my face and cleaning up myself before Randy got there so I wouldn't have to do it afterwards and just go straight to sleep.

I heared the door open and close. I came out and tied my hair up. Randy was sitting on the couch with a bottle of water." How was your match?" I asked going over to the fridge and takeing out a can of my favorite soda. Mountain Dew.

"You didn't watch?"he sounded surprised.

"Normally don't." I shook my head and sat on the couch next to him.

"Well I really beat the hell out of Teddy boy." He smirked. Bet the last few wins he had against the champ really boosted his already too big ego.

"I see." In my opinion Ted deserved it.

"Yeah. Nice job against Maryse too." he commented.

" I lost. I could of won."

"Why didn't you?" he asked.

"Reasons."

"Like?" he said. Again the question of if I could trust him with my past story popped up in my head.

"How much do you know about me Randal?" I asked.

"Not much." he laughed.

"You want to know don't you though?" I could tell he did. I could read him like a book for the most part. He may be cocky and a jerk but there was a hidden person under all that. A person that wanted to come out. Just like me.

"Tell me."

"Well It all started when I was 19." I began. "Back in '91. When I got married straight out of highschool, To none other than Ted." Randy's eyes went a little wide when I said that and I nodded." We were happy for awhile Until for whatever reason he began drinking. heavily drinking. And he came home one night and I hadnt done something for him and he beat the holy hell out of me. Not only did he beat me that night but that day my mother had died." I swallowed I began to choke up. I took a deep breath and refocused. " A few days later I went to attempt to kill myself." I trailed off rembering how I was ready to slice my arm open but I didn't when my little sister knocked on the door. I had picked myself up and put away the razor. " I filed ofr divorce and thats that. Now lucky me works with him." A tear rolled down my cheek.

"I had no idea Sara." He softly spoke after a moment of taking everything in.

"No one does. Hopefully No one will." I pulled my knees up to my chest and rested my head on top.

He looked up from the floor he was stareing at durning my story.

"Don't Cry." He said moving closer to me.

I shrugged and wiped the tear away. " I loved Ted too. I really did but I had to let go. Now we don't talk at all or anything. He talks behind my back about me. Im surprised you didn't bring any of that up."

"Well I had heard some of it but well the fact is I really don't care for the drama bull." He said.

"What does he say?" I was curious I knew from Jeff he said some pritty horrible things but I refused to hear any of it.

"Just how you are a bitch. Called you a whore once. Stupid little things. Don't worry bout it though Ive told him before to shut his mouth and leave you alone since you had nothing to do with him but now I know what really happened." Randy's jaw tightened. " He will pay in two weeks at Wreastle Mania."

"What's it to you anyways Randy? Its the past I can't seem to let go. Why does it matter you don't know a thing about how I feel." I didnt understand why Randy was going to even bother with makeing Ted hurt.

"Now the question is Miss Martin how much do you know about me?" he gave a sly smile and raised an eyebrow.

"Not much." I used his earlier phrase and smiled. "Tell me then."

"It started back in '88 when I met A darling girl named Sam..." He began.