This is my first fanfic so read it and review.

DISCLAIMER- I don't own maximum ride

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MAX P.O.V. (1 year later

I made a promise a year ago that changed my life.

I promised to find the flock's parents.

Some days I wish I never made that promise because now they are all gone. Every one of them. I, Maximum Ride, was not whole without her must mean I am in millions of pieces.

We first went to check out the lady Nudge saw in Arizona. She was right, it was her mom and she stayed with her.

One piece of me gone

we looked through the papers we stole from Itex and found one that was signed by Gaz and Angel's mom. It turns out that her mom them behind their fathers back and she was dead now. They decided to stay with their dad.(total came with 'em)

Two more pieces gone

It turns out that the people from Virginia weren't Iggy's real parents. They were Itex employs who were fired. They wanted one of us to make money off of. I asked Jeb to find his real parents and three days later he did. The three of us went to see them and they were really nice. He stayed with them.

Another piece gone

So, it was just me and Fang. I then asked Jeb to find his mom. Five days later I got a call from his mom.(i Jeb called her and told them to call the house number) I talked to her an told her to come to the house. Fang had no idea until the day she came. He really liked her. I encouraged him to go with her even though I never wanted him to leave me. In the end he left with her.

Last piece......

The day after he left I locked myself in my room. Mom and Ella brought me my food and I only left my prison for the bathroom. I refused to go to school too.

All I ever did in there was stare at the wall, think, sleep, and cry. Yes, I would cry. Would you cry if you were torn apart?

I also got a call from the government that they have to stay with their families forever.

A month later I came out. When I did the first thing I did was fly.

I flew till my wings felt like they would fall off. I did that every day ,even if it hurt, until one day. Jeb came back from one of his super long business trips. He gave me a talking to at made me go to school.

I only gave in because there was no reason to fight without my flock. No reason to be strong, to be brave, or to never show my weakness.

I gave in.

FANG POV

My life was falling apart.

Exactly one year ago the flock broke up.

When I met my mom and max encouraged me to go, I knew it wasn't what she wanted but I always wanted a normal life so I went with my mom.

Now I remember how max was so protective over us. She never let anyone hurt us, touch us, or threaten us. We all left her and now what is she going to do without us?

I my mom is awesome we go do stuff every Sunday with each other. I haven't flown for two weeks now.

Like I said one year ago we left. I woke up this morning and it hit me.

I broke my promise.

IGGY POV

My life is a disaster. I mean my parent rock, school is going really well, and I have friends.

The only thing missing is my real family. the family that had been my eyes for the first couple of years of my life. They had always been there for me and never thought i needed help because I was blind. I miss the flock.

I haven't flown for three weeks and as soon as I went to live with my parents i gave up on bombs. I miss the sound when the explode. I miss the way max would yell at us. US. I miss my partner in crime.

I was sitting in a tree and remembered when we were looking for are parents. Fang thought he found the code and when we got to the address under my name, nothing was there. I remember how I got mad and started crying and Max comforted me and got me off my ass before the cops arrived. The thing I remember most is when Max said 'i need you,I love you. I need all of you, all five of you, to feel whole myself'. I wonder how she feels now?

NUDGE POV

I remember when i first met my parents and how they looked at me with those eyes, those loving eyes.

The only problem was they weren't max's eyes.

her eyes showed, well love, but they also show fierce, anger, and confidence. Those eyes always made me feel better. I would always be safe under max's wing.

My family would never show that in their eyes.

now all I wish for is to see those eyes look at me, call me by my real name(Nudge not Monique and yell at my to 'shut up'!!

I want my real family.

GAZZY POV

my dad rocks. Its just sometimes i wish i could have a mom. I mean not my mom but the very first one i ever had.

Max.

I also have great friends but they cant blow up a brick building!!

Iggy.

my dad is not as fierce as some people i know.

Fang.

I don't know anyone that gets on my nerves so much.

Nudge

i am just happy i still have Angel with me.

Still, its not the same as having 5 brothers and sisters with you all the time always their.

Just not the same.

ANGEL POV

dad- awesome, Gazzy- still amazing, family- none.

I miss them so much. i cry myself to sleep every night.

I want them back.

I want max to call me her baby.

i want fang to look at my with his protective eyes.

i want iggy to blow something up with Gazzy and just have fun.

I want nudge to talk to me forever and ever.

I want my real family.

please!

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like i said first fanfic flames, ideas, compliments i don't care but review.

- eM