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Spoilers: Hells Bells

Note: This is my first fanfic. Depending on the reviews I get, we'll see if I continue or write more.

Song: Crush by Dave Matthews







Buffy watched Xander scope Anya up in his arms as they began their first dance as a married couple. The happiness was clearly written across her best friend and his ex-demon's faces. A happiness Buffy knew she'd never have.

Her thoughts then drifted over to spike. Seeing him with another girl had bothered her more then she'd like to admit. She'd told him she was hurt, but it was much more then that. When she'd seen her in his arms Buffy wanted to run over to them grab that ho-biscuit by the hair and drop kick her to the ground. She wanted to tell spike that he was hers and ask him how he could have brought anyone else, touched anyone else....looked at anyone else. STOP! Buffy told herself. He'd left. She told him he could leave. She told him it was over. Whatever he did now, well, that wasn't her problem.

Her thoughts drifted once again to the happy couple on the dance floor. They were gazing into each others eyes and smiling. Buffy felt the tears forming but refused to give in to them. Slowly she let the lyrics to the song that was playing fill her head.

Crazy....how it feels tonight

Crazy how you, make it all alright love

Crush me

with the

things you do

And I'll do for you......anything tonight

Suddenly her gaze shifted to the doorway. She couldn't believe it. There he was. "Spike" She gasped softly. He saw her too and she realized he was Walking towards her. As he did she once again her the words floating sweetly through the air.

And in this moment ooo

it feels so right

lovely lady

I am at your feet

oh God I want you so badly

She couldn't move. All she could do was focus on spike. Then, without a second thought she made her way to him. Ready to meet him halfway on the dance floor. All the while she hearing every word the song was playing.....



ya its crazy and I"m thinking

just knowing that the world is round

and here I"m dancing on the ground

am I right side up or upside down

and is this real or am I dreaming

lovely lady let me drink you please

don't spill a drop I promise you

lying underneath this spell you cast on me

each moment the more I love you.......





Should I continue??? let me know!