Hey,

I feel like I should give you all fair warning. I made this account a while back but before this account I had another and it was on that other one that I use to post things. So what I'm trying to say is that it's been a while since I wrote anything for FF.

The idea for this came from watching the commentary versions from one of the Sailor Moon musicals where the actress who plays Haruka always gives Usagi her jacket before the start of the show and it got me thinking about one sides loves. A to E logic I guess?

Anyway, I hope these feelings make it across!

I love you. Did you know? Even before my dreams I only had eyes for you. Not because of our past or our future but because you were beautiful and your essence captured me. You ran like the wind and it was soothing. I wanted to be by your side even though I knew my existence would curse you. I couldn't help but make you notice me. But you didn't, did you? I know your loyalties lie elsewhere even though I know you're filled with guilt for me. Guilt because I threw myself in harms way save you. Don't lie to me. I know it's true. Our relationship is one of duty and obligation.

We were the lonely outer soldiers meant to protect the inner system. We only had our selves to rely on and we were too far from the Sun's warming rays and it made us cold and alone. That's why you now turn your gaze at the moon, isn't it? It's coldness is just like then and yet it has the sweetest glow. A glow that warms your heart and makes you want to glow too. Just like her.

You haven't realized it yet but you love her, our Princess. You tease her and flirt with her. You think she's like the rest, that it's just a game but if you could see yourself when she enters a room, then you'd know. You become so soft for her, lending her your jacket even if it makes you cold. You'd sacrifice everything for her. I doubt you'd even have to think about it.

It makes me so mad and sad all at once because I know your love is a fruitless one. She has her prince and she has a future with him. You've even fought to protect it and I have to wonder why? Why are you throwing so much of your life and energy at her when you'll only end up hurt? Hurt when you realize you love her and the only thing you can do is watch her.

I wonder how you'd deal with it. Will you be sad, mad or will you run away? I wonder because I don't plan on being there when that happens. I'm not abandoning you. You can come find me whenever you want but only come to me when it's me you want. Don't come if you still have eyes on her.

"Michiru, you know this is crazy but I think I might lov-"

No. I don't want to hear it. Not yet, I'm not ready.

Because out of everyone, I think I'll be hurt the most.

Well, there you go. I hope you liked it and if you want leave me a comment : D

- Lemmi