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Chapter 1: Finding The Cullens
Bella's POV
I started to cry for what felt like the millionth time when I got off of the phone. What else had I expected though? The Cullens didn't want anything to do with me anymore. That didn't surprise me. After all, Edward had left me, they all had left me. I was nothing more then a little play thing for them. They had their fun with me and then they left. They probably all laughed at me me behind my back when I told them how much they meant to me. They probably think I'm pathetic. Maybe I was.
I touched my stomach and right away I felt my little nudger kick me. He or she was an active little one. I already loved my baby so much. I never thought of myself as a mother. Now being a mother to this baby was all that I could think about.
It's okay baby. We'll be okay. I rubbed my protruding bump soothingly. Edward and I had sex for the first time three weeks ago. I realized that I was pregnant a week and a half ago. My baby was growing at an alarming rate and I knew that it was the vampire genes that Edward must have passed onto him or her. The baby was strong though. Every time the baby kicked I would get badly bruised, or the baby would break something. I haven't been to a doctor so I don't know for sure. All I knew is that I needed the Cullens. I especially needed Carlisle. He was the only doctor that could help me with this pregnancy. When I looked at myself in the mirror I could see the affects the pregnancy was having on me. I was afraid of what could happen if I didn't get help soon.
Then there was Edward. The father of my baby.
Oh Edward. Just thinking his name made the whole in my chest ache painfully. It had been nearly three weeks since Edward left me in that forest.
Ever since I realized that I was pregnant I've been trying to get into contact with them but they don't even answer my phone calls. I've tried calling every single member of the Cullen family but I haven't had any luck. Until now.
I had called Carlisle and he finally answered his phone. But he didn't even let me say anything. He basically told me that I should stop bothering them and that I should move on with my life already. I tried telling him that I was having problems, but he said that my issues were probably not that big. He said my human issues didn't matter to him and that I could handle them myself. He didn't even let me talk.
Now it was time for plan B. Through a lot of research I managed to find out where they lived now. Ithaca, New York. So that is where I was going. From what I learned Carlisle worked at Cornell University. I was going to make them listen to me no matter what.
I went online and quickly booked my flight. I would be leaviany tomorrow morning when Charlie was at work.
Charlie hasn't suspected anything. I know he's worried about my health; both physical and psychological. But he doesn't suspect pregnancy. I've been getting away with hiding my bump with huge sweaters, but that wasn't going to work much longer. I already look 5 and a half months pregnant and I wouldn't be surprised if I grew another month or two by tomorrow.
After I finished purchasing my tickets I printed out everything that I needed. Then I started packing all of the bags that I thought I would need. Then I wrote a note that I planned to leave for Charlie.
Onve my baby had stopped moving I was able to fall asleep for the night. When I woke up a few hours later my father had already left. Good. I didn't want to have to act like everything is normal just for him.
As I was leaving I looked back one more time. It made me sad that I had to leave home. But for the good of myself and my baby I had to do it. I just had to. I needed to find the Cullens.
I went through the airport and boarded my plane without any issues. My main issue was sitting on a plane in such a cramped space for so many hours. Not the easiest thing to do when you're pregnant.
Once we landed I got my bags and left. I didn't really know what I was doing or where I was going. I didn't have much of a plan. I only knew that the Cullens were here somewhere. I just didn't know where. By around 5pm I started to get really tired and my feet were killing me. I would have to quit my search for the day.
I went to a park and found a bench that I would hopefully be able to sleep. I was in luck. I was so tired that I fell asleep in less then a few minutes.
"Bella?" I heard someone say. I slowly began to wake up.
"Bella?" that person said again. This time I felt a cold hand caress my cheek gently.
I opened my eyes and blinked a few times. It was still really dark outside.
Then I found myself staring into Esme's worried eyes. I was probably still asleep and Inwas just dreaming.
"Bella?" she said again.
"Esme?" I said. I still could not be completely sure that she was here. I might have still been dreaming.
"Oh Bella!" she cried out and thean I found myself in her loving arms again.
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