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A/N: This is something I just came up with. It's Sirius's POV. Please
review.

Numb
I am numb. My body, my soul are numb as I stand here in the pile of dead
bodies. How could this have happened? No one ever got the better of me,
even with my horrid family I always ended up on top. But now that stupid
Pettigrew got the better of me. I can here someone laughing, their insane
hysterical laughter filling my ears, I soon realise it's me who is
laughing. Is that really me? I can't believe I'd laugh at a time like this,
maybe it's because I know what's going to happen, they're going to send me
to Azkaban. I don't care, everything I loved is lost. No, that's wrong,
there is Moony, he'd kill me at the first look though and then there is
Harry. He'll never know about me, it's sad, Harry won't know he has a
loving Godfather, who would die for him. I look down on my robes, I'm
covered in blood and I know none of it is my own. I feel someone grabbing
my shoulders; I look up and see people pulling me away. They're looking at
me as if I'm nuts. Here I go, off to Azkaban with me, goodbye world. I can
still hear the insane laughter in my ears. I bid my respects to James and
Lily, James you were the best friend someone could ever have. I love you.
And to Pettigrew, I will get you no matter what.