Author note: This is my first story ever. Hope you enjoy.
Disclaimer: I do not own Glee.
Not Over You
Valentine's Day. The worst holiday ever. I'm sitting alone in glee, staring enviously at all the guys with their girlfriends. Puck with Rachael, Artie with Brittany, Mike with Tina, and Sam with Quinn. Especially Sam. Man I hate that guy, thinks he's all that. He's got only one thing that I wish was mine. Quinn. She was the only one who had ever successfully made me feel something on Valentine's Day. Now, that she was gone, I couldn't help but feel empty.
A couple minutes later, Mr. Shue walked in. "Happy Valentine's Day!" he shouted as he laid his stuff by the piano. "I was thinking that we put Regionals on hold for today..."
"Mr. Shue, although you may have good intentions, I don't think we should do that." Rachael interrupted. We have to practice. If we were to face Vocal Adrenaline, we wouldn't stand a chance, now that they have Sunshine."
"We can all thank Rachael for that." Santana added.
"What? What did I do?" Rachael asked.
"You were the one to send her to a crack house. You made it easier for her to choose them over us." Tina mentioned.
"With the intention that she would not keep you guys in the shadows. I only did what I did because I thought it would be best for all of us."
Mercedes was shaking her head at her Rachael's response. "Girl, we all know that you did it for you. You just couldn't handle the idea with sharing the spotlight with someone just as good, if not better, than you."
I started to drift off from the conversation, not wanting to hear the girls going at it again. I tried to the last Valentine's Day I really enjoyed.
"Finn, where are you taking me?" Quinn continued to ask him when he picked her up for their date.
"You'll see when we get there." I kept telling her. After I parked the car, I got out and and went to open her door. "Ok. We're almost there, just close your eyes and keep them closed."
We walked a little farther. "You can open them now." I told her. Before her, was a little picnic set up with a great view of the lakeside which looked even more beautiful in the moonlight.
"Where are we?" she wondered.
"Awww, come on Quinn. If you can't remember this place your gonna hurt my feelings." I put on my best sad puppy face.
It took her a little awhile but it finally clicked. "This is where we had our first date... and first kiss."
"I thought it would be the perfect place to spend our Valentine's Day together. No people, no distractions. Just you and me." I explained giving her a quick peck before leading her to the picnic.
When we got back to her house by the end of the night, I walked her to the door. "This has been the best Valentine's Day ever."
"And why is that?"
" 'Cause I spent it with you." she gave me a huge smile before kissing me. I wrapped my arms around her waist as hers began to loop around my neck. When we pulled back, I looked straight into her beautiful eyes. "I love you, Quinn." I admitted.
"I love you, too, Finn."
Mr. Shue's shouting caused me to return to reality.
"That's enough you guys!" he sternly shouted. "Rachael, thank you for your concern, but today we won't be focusing on Regionals." At this point I decided to raise my hand. "Yes, Finn?"
"Um, I was wondering if I could perform something right now."
"Uh, yeah, sure. Come on up." he responded before taking a seat by Santana and Artie.
I walked up to the front and grabbed a stool. I tried to brush off my depression, so that I could, hopefully, get through my performance without crying, since it would make me look like such a wimp in front of the guys. Looking all around me and seeing all the couples helped me realize what I gave away when I broke it off Quinn. I'm planning to get her back soon, but for now I think I should just let her know how I've been feeling since our break up.
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best I know it is but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you
Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you
"Finn, I'm flattered that you still have feelings for me. But, I am perfectly happy in my relationship with Noah. I'm sorry." a voice from the group said as the music died down.
I looked up to see that Rachael was the one who spoke out. At first, I was completely confused, but I shook it off. "That song wasn't for you, Rachael." I simply stated which caused her face to redden from the embarrassment. I looked up to Quinn and our eyes locked for a few seconds, but she was the first to break it. I couldn't stand to be in the same room as her without breaking down, so instead of asking permission I just left the choir room.
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