Losing my mind, drifting in and out of sight
Fading, draining life is such a dangerous game
One day your happy, full of joy life is just a playground to invade
But then the next day it's just another weight of pain
Spinning around losing my mind unsure of what
I'm saying is anything right Dying, hiding, fading in and out of sight
Just like the wind you feel me but you don't see who I am
I feel you quaking under the stress of pain I barely can feel my heart beating inside
I'm cold and I'm bored and I feel the pressuring of my lungs collapse done with tears, done with misery sometimes I want a perm ante end but I'm still here, still kicking, living, breathing and I'm not sure about ending it just now, maybe when
I'm finally satisfied I'll let the knife have my life for now I will keep breathing, praying for my faith to guide me to a brighter day
Your not like me, you don't see the good things in life that I've already lost