"why are you doing this?! Dad please don't do this please?!" I cried as I was being torn out of bed in the middle of the night. He did this every night, my dad, he would throw me around just to hear me scream like it was his sick little joke. I kept it a secret not even Edward knew. I tried to hide the bruises and I did this very well seeming how no one noticed as I grunted from every touch even if it was a gentle brush.
I cried softly as I took ever push, every punch, and with a hard kick to my chest he left shouting, "you bitch I hate you I wish you never came here!" I crawled back into my bed still crying a bit, I didn't understand why my father was acting like this he used to be so calm an protective but I guess something just snapped in him cause ever since a month or 2 ago he couldn't control his anger I guess anymore I just wish I could tell Edward so he could save me from my nightmare.
NEXT DAY (AT SCHOOL)
I was walking down the halls still pained from the beating i took last night, when all the sudden I felt some strong hands touch me, by now I already know who it is. "hey Edward" I said looking to the side of me where Edward now is. I wish I could tell him. "Bella what's wrong?"oh no did he sense something, as much as I wanted him to know my secret I was ashamed. "nothing why?" I said, I looked at him hoping he would see the cut on my forehead. "i don't know you've just seemed distant lately" Edward said trying to read me like he normally does but fails miserably. "really Edward it's nothing can you please just let it go" I said hoping I didn't break into tears in front of him I don't like to show my sadness around him. He gave me one more questioning gaze as we walked into the classroom together.
I sat in my seat which was next to Edward, when I went to grab a book my jacket sleeve went up a little I quickly pulled my hand away and tucked it into my pocket hoping he didn't see the huge purple blackish mark left on my wrist from being held in one place. I Looked over at Edward, he was looking out the window, I let out a sign both wishing he saw it but then thanking god he didn't. As school was near the end I felt Edwards eyes burning into me. I looked at him wonder why. "what?" I said looking him right in to his some what lustful eyes. He came closer to me so he could whisper in my ear "i want you Bella" my eyes widened in shock I didn't know what to say. Then all the sudden memories from a few nights ago flashed through my head.
He straddled me on my bed as I cried out cause there was a bruise on my hip I looked up into my fathers eyes as tears fell from them. He never did this, he just beats me an walks away, he never raped me but I guess he wanted a change. He started to put his hands under my shirt, he leaned down to nibble my ear as more tears fall. Then he just stops an gets up out of the bed, he walks to the door, before he closes it my father looks back at me with a creepy grin on his face. I shiver knowing that he going to do it again.
I look back at Edward who's still so close to my ear but all I could do is run, I ran out of the classroom hearing the teacher call my name but I couldn't stop I had to get away. I ran all the way to the forest wear me an Edward had wondered off when there were boring days at school that seemed to go on forever even though you want them to stop, like many such days of mine. I come here sometimes for the peace, for the safeness.
I heard foot steps in the background of where I rested on a tree near a pond, I look back to see Edward walking straight for me. I get up to run because I can't bare to look him in the eyes, the eyes of a oh so perfect angel. He grabs my wrist as I yelp in pain "Bella love what's wrong?" he sat there beside me I didn't know what to say I didn't want him to know cause then it would make my problems so real. "Bella please I beg you tell me whats wrong so I could help you" he said concern filled his voice. I looked at him but not at his eyes I didn't want to see his grace "i can't, I don't want it to be real, cause then all my problems, all then pain I try to hide comes back even when I don't want it." Edward tilts my chin up to him trying to find answers. "Bella what are you talking about? What pain?" tears fall from my face "i can't I'm sorry". I say before I run away back to the home I wish I didn't have to sleep in or wait until the nightmares become a scary reality. I could still hear Edward calling my name in the echo of the wind as the tears streamed down my face. The cold wind burned my eyes and right then and there I realized I was running away from the only angel that could save me.
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