Disclaimer: I don't own BTR, just this poem :/
I want him so bad it hurts
If he only knew how much it burns
My heart beats for that boy
And my body is just his sex toy.
Meeting him was a work of a lucky patrol
But loving him was literally out of my control
Shattered is my heart,scarred is my brain
'Cause he will never leave me sane.
Kendall is his name
Breaking hearts is his game
A pathetic victim I was
For falling for a boy with no shame
Left me in the darkness he did
Crying so violently as I hid.
I've been so consumed by greed
That I didn't catch his dirty deed
Blinded by his mesmerizing eyes
That I've missed those ugly lies.
Four years of love and rejection
Yet still missing his warmth and affection
Kissed him so passionately in my head
It was surreal, I wished I was dead
He was my knight in shining armor
And I was a peasant boy, a son of a farmer.
Blood dripping, tears falling
My great escape was calling
Oh sweet pain, Oh sweet death
Take my soul away…
But allow me to choke out 'I love you' as my last breath.