AN: this is my first ever story so it would be great if I could maybe get a couple reviews . . . please?

MAX POV

He was gone. Everything in my life seemed wrong. I haven't been out of my room (except to go to the bathroom) in weeks.

As I rolled over all hat came into my head were memories,they started with memories fro the school in our cages.

And then continued to memories from the E house, then to more recently

when the erasers took Angel, kissing Fang on the beach when I thought he was dying, seeing Fand kissing Lissa in Virginia.

Then when I told Fang I loved him,even though I was on Valium at the time for my hand surgery.

Going to Antarctica with him,finally not running away from my feelings for him.

My thoughts were interrupted as Iggy entered my room.

"hey Max you want to eat something?"

I couldn't speak in fear of choking out in sobs again so I shook my head no as the tears ran down my face.

"you sure? I made bacon" Iggy continued

It was clear that I wouldn't eat so I left the room.

Every meal Iggy comes up to ask if I want food,but's its always the same answer.

My mom can't be with us all the time because she needs to continue working fro the CSM and keep her regular job.

Dylan comes to see me frequently trying to get me to understand that I "don't need him"

and he "wasn't meant for me" as well as he "does't love but I do"

and how Dylan is my "perfect other half".

He obviously isn't my perfect other half because if he was he would have left me alone during this time.

I was so wrapped up in my thoughts I didn't realize my window was open with a slight breeze coming through.

I hadn't eaten in day and had no strength against the cloth that was shoved over my nose and mouth,as I struggled and tried to scream I slowly lost consciousness.

AN: I know I hate Cliffhangers too so I'll be sure to update soon. Hope you liked the start of my first story!