AN: Hey ya'll I've been wanting to give this story a try. I've had it in my head for a little while and I said why not? ENJOY!
I've been walking these filthy streets of New York for a while now, thinking about how I lost it all. We lost it all. When Hollywood Record dropped us, Joe married Demi, Kevin had two little kids with Danielle and I moved to New York City. I thought that maybe I could start over.
Who was I kidding? I lost it all when I moved here. I lost my career, my family and I lost her. I lost her the moment I walked away from her in Georgia. Now she's about to get married to him, and not me. I'm a loser now. I live in a small apartment in New York, I work part time at a recording studio wrapping cables. I, Nick Gray, lost it all.
I sighed, slowly pulling out a cigarette from my pocket and pulled it to my lips. I lit it up and felt the smoke take over my lungs. I pulled the cigarette out of my mouth and blew it out, then slowly licked my lips.
I know smoking is bad, but I really didn't care anymore. I drank, smoked, and walked around. I haven't talked to my family in over 4 years. Not even a phone call. New York is all I had now, and sometimes I wish this was just a nightmare and I'd wake up in my warm bed in Los Angeles to get ready to go to a show or CD signing, but it was over.
I entered the bar I knew oh so well already, and sat on the first stool I saw. I took a last swing on my cigarette before throwing it away.
"Same as always?"
I jumped on my sit a little and starred at Garret, the old man, owner of the store. I smiled at him and nodded, "You know me too well,"
"Well you come here almost every day, bud," he said, his deep voice ringing with his thick southern accent. It reminded me of her, "Maybe you should start considering getting a real job. You have a load of money in your bank, and you don't use it."
I shrugged my shoulders, and took a swing of the bitter drink he had given me, "What would be the point? I'm comfortable in a small cozy apartment in the city, and I have money to survive," I said, while staring at the whiskey blankly.
He shook his head and smiled sadly at me and wiped the counter, before turning on the TV. Guess what was the first that came on it?
You guessed it.
It was her.
In all her glory, wearing a beautiful black cocktail dress. I felt a tug at my heart, as I stared at her beautiful face on TV, holding onto HIS hand. A smile adorned her lips as she walked graciously, waving at her adoring fans and the cameras. He smiled down at her and kissed the top of her head as she made her way into the limo.
He opened the door for her and waved at the cameras and fans one last time before sliding in next to her.
I heard mumbles from Ryan Secrets, about how great of a couple they are and how happy they looked. I just rolled my eyes, and took a big swing of my whiskey.
An hour later I finished two more drinks and paid Garret before thanking him and saying goodbye.
I made my way out of the bar and I bumped into someone, without looking I muttered a sorry before making my way out.
"Nick?"
I stopped walking abruptly, I know that voice.
Sorry to leave you guys hanging! I just want to know what you guys think so far. I'm sorry if there was any mistake. I read over it a few times. Just please leave a review and tell me what you think. This is my first time writing here so be nice : )