For Anna, the only one who said she liked Cho/Cedric. We don't always agree, but that makes our conversations on the chat thread more interesting, thanks for being there so much, and listening to me :)
luv,
Nina
(clutching her torn teddy bear
her father's wand burning lines into
the diamond
until it *shattered*
and then a million little pieces of her five-year-old life
were lying broken on the floor)
grabbing teddy so tightly
that stuffing came out his ear
she still has him
she looks at him,
when she wants to remind himself
of the things that you should never break
(engagement rings)
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(and promises)
like {why the hell would I die, Cho?}
an eighteen year old's immortality
because everyone dies
especially those invincible teenage boys
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promises she make to herself
like onedayyou'llbeafamousquiddtichplayer,Cho
'cause crushed wings and a pile of scrap metal
will only build her a junkyard
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promises like "I do,"
her mother running out the door
stepping on promises like broken leaves
and shards of ring
|and the crunching sound still echoes in her head|
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promises like reality
and the way everything should be
because she really is
beautiful, whole, Ravenclaw, Cho
without any scars
(promise)
(she didn't come from a dysfunctional house
the neighbors once called the police
she sucked her thumb
brown eyes staring in awe
"but Mummy and Daddy yell like this every day,")
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even stairs are promises
that break
because more often then not
the trick ones aren't there
{always leaving that funny jolt in her stomach}
when she falls through
and there's no one there to catch her
maybe it's called loneliness?
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there are two things that should never be broken
(promises and wedding rings)
they're part of a promise called life
(one that she doesn't think she can make anymore)
ugh, this makes no sense. Enjoy anyway :D review, smile
luv,
Nina