Prologue

I am the Tardis I may not look like it but I am. It has my soul if I could go back in time and live my life over again. I would have never started that war. I am married to the doctor, he is also a time lord like me but I am much older than him. He can't travel without someone by his side I love him, but I can't be by his side twenty four seven. I would if I could he is my life, along with my fiancée Nicklaus, he is an original hybrid and I would love to be with him forever like me and the doctor have. Then there is Captain Jack Harkness. He is a fix point in time we can't seem to fix him. I don't mind but he is one of my other worlds it's called Torchwood and no one should know about including me. If you could have one life one thing in your world what would it be? One guy to call your love one life or multiple lives would you. I can't do that, I am one of the last time lords and this is my story.

Part one

Everything in between

The Beginning

I was created from time that's what my mother always said that I was special. I was the first of my kind I was the time lord victorious. I have a twin not really she just holds all my magic her name is Lilly Moon. If you could choose to be alone for the rest of your life alone, I always asked myself that. I could never stand it, now you see what a time lord's curse is we hate to be alone, but we always end up being alone. I never wanted to be alone I was alone for many, many years waiting for him, always counting the days till I met him. It was centuries and I knew I would meet the doctor sooner or later.

On my wall I still remember the marks the wall, I hated that room, but I loved that wall. I hoped that he would feel the same way about me. If you fell in love more than once with the same man; he left over and over again would you ask him where he runs off too. I did he ran off to me somewhere in the future. I laughed; I wanted to be free from my family. I am sick of my mother telling do this do that, I am a time lord elder. I ran from my family. Why, because I needed to I hated that life. I ran from my family, I ran away with the man that I loved, I will always run.

My life is fake I know that, perfect house, perfect husband, but not a perfect family. I am the T.A.R.D.I.S and it is me. It was a couple days before the time war, and I was ripped of my soul, they replaced it with the vortex. I felt everything; I was almost killed by its power. I was afraid of the dark doctor he threw me against a brick wall. I was in a regeneration coma for 8 years. He visited every day not always, but I could hear him, he talked to me. He said he found someone to travel with, and she left him. That's when I woke up. I heard that and I woke up.

I am basically growling, but my head still pounding. It always is pounding. I could never stop thinking; I was alone for some time thinking on ways to win the war, but I couldn't stop thinking. Every waking second, minute, hour, and even days, months, years; I am called crazy. I was the time lord born with the power to handle the vortex, but it failed. No one would expect a person to hold the entire vortex in their head without a soul. If you lived with the over active vortex you would be in pain. It was years before I could be free of the vortex, but it is still in me today and I am the T.A.R.D.I.S. and nothing can stop me well I haven't found it yet anyway.