Woops. Forgot i had this lying on my computer. It's the second of the prompts from JustMeDownHereAgain. I am trying to write one per week, and i'll try to remember to upload them too ^^'. Please enjoy :3
Prompt: Regret
Pairing: Rabastan/Rodolphus
My dear Rabastan,
You will probably never get this letter, but i needed to write this down before those damned dementors makes me forget why.
There are many things in my life that I will be(and already am) regretting.
From the moment I said 'I do' (and probably even before that) I knew I would regret marrying wench called Bellatrix Black. I regret that i listened to the whispers about pureblood pride, tradition and blood traitors. I regret choosing his side in this battle and let that cursed mark mar my skin (but it's more dragging you into it that I regret). I regret not leaving while I could; escaping from this insane war that's been going on for too long, but I waited too long and now I am stuck (and who am i kidding; I could never leave you). There are so many things I wish I had done differently, but I can't turn back time, no matter how much i wish, and so I am left with the choices I chose.
... But there is at least one thing in my wretched life i don't regret. No matter what others (and even I) might say, I will never regret this.
I will never, ever, regret you.
With love,
Rodolphus Lestrange