Wang Yao always loved being with his lover. He loved that Russian man to death. He loved the way he called him "Yao Yao." He loved the way he parted. He really really loved the way how he smiled that evil smile at him. But now he'll never see or hear anything about loving that man. Ever sense Yao was left alone on the dance floor that one night. He was told that he was no longer interesting or good enough.
Watching his siblings with their lovers crushed him. Im Yong Soo and Leon, Kiku and Hericles, even Wanwan flirting with every cute boy she saw just made him cry. He was alone. No one loved him. Kiku left him during the war times. Im Yong Soo cheated on him with Leon so now they're together. Arthur beating him and taking away one of his siblings. And now Ivan Braginski shattered his heart with his cruel words. Who'd love someone like him? He was told that he was annoying, stupid, cruel, no good, uninteresting, and just plain clueless. But why would anyone say or think that? He says "Aru" because he can't help it. He was old so his memory was vague. He wanted power like all the other nations, he wasn't cruel. He was tired of giving Alfred money because he would be in debt as well. He wasn't clueless, just old. Why can't people accept him like he is?
"Sensei! Come out!"I heard someone call my name and bang on my bedroom door. Only two people in my family call me Sensei. Leon and Wanwan. I could tell it was Leon outside my bedroom though.
"Go away- aru! Why don't you go and let Yong Soo have sex with you right outside my door- aru?" I may sound too lonely when I say this but I locked myself in my room because of the break up... It has been about a week. Ivan and I were very close. Closer than Venenziano and Ludwig were or could ever be.
"Come on! It's not the end of the world!" Leon wasn't going to give this up so easily. When he can't do anything he gets Yong Soo and you can imagine how that turns out...
"Come on!"
"No- aru!"
"You made me do this..."
I heard his footsteps getting quieter and quieter. I won! Ha!
"HYA!" the door suddenly fell and snapped in half.
"MY DOOR- ARU!" I threw my blankets at Leon who was standing where the door used to be. Some tissues followed the sheets.
"WHAT DIED IN HERE!" Leon pushed the sheets away, gagging and nearly vomiting.
"My heart- aru..." I hid my face in the pillows which were replacing my blankets.
"Well you should go shower and come downstairs!" he covered his nose, still gagging.
"What's the point- aru! What's the point of life- aru!" I couldn't help it. I began to cry.
"Sensei..." Leon sat next to my bed, his nose still covered up. "There are more people out there. People better than that husky Russian. You'll meet that special someone."
"Then they'll just break my heart all over again- aru!" I cracked. I hugged him. I normally hate hugs and kisses but I was upset. More upset than I ever was before.
"Sensei stop," I hugged him back. " Wait!" he made me look at him. His eyes screamed at me that he had an idea that I was going to hate. "Yong Soo and I will take you to a bar!"