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AliceCullenbiteme, email.

Hey, it is Bella; it has been a year since I have seen you or Edward. I can say his name without wincing now.

You would be proud of me after the countless months of depression, Jessica and Angela convinced me to get a makeover and a new wardrobe… I actually look like a woman now. The long brown locks were cut then dyed I too have the pixie crop top look you have going on only mine isn't that jet black it's ginger.

I wear makeup and dresses, yes, I know Bella Swan willing dresses shocker. I wish I could really email you Alice when you said we would be like sisters it was true. Alice a true sister would have called by now. Jake you do not know him but I have not talked to him since he said he did not want to be my friend.

I should have tried harder. Would he just reject me like Edward? God how I miss him… but I am healing I can talk about him now and slowly I am getting over it.

I hit enter and watched the screen flash error and then revoke with all the hundreds of unsent Alice emails. My attempt to find the Cullen's was unsuccessful my only lead was that Emmett had a criminal record, which is not very surprising. Apparently Emmett streaked at the very first super bowl game, my only thought was 'oh Emmett.' Well there was the time he set my purse on fire, and when he told me that if, I bit Edward I would become vampire. I had to go to the dentist so they could fix my broke tooth. He even deleted all the songs on my ipod and replaced them with Jonas Brother's songs. Not to mention the time he put a dog collar, condoms, handcuffs and whipped cream in my shopping cart in Wal-Mart, Mike Newton was my cashier. Let us just say Emmett has done some stupid things in his time.

My day worsened, first off, the blanket of snow was to my ankle but did they call off school? Then, since my truck could only go a steady 10 mph, I was late to class. In chemistry class, Mike nearly tackled Eric to be my partner and then he spilled some chemical on me that made my skin itch. The whole chem. Lab was flooded from the chemical shower. If that was not enough Jessica, hit me in the face with volleyball while we were playing bad mitten, suspicious. I fished my keys out of my pocket the smell of old spice and caramel candles filled the air and welcomed me home. Charlie had left a can of brown pop on the table and sports illustrated. The only sign that a woman lived here was my purple throw blanket that I had on the couch.

"I guess I need to tell computer Alice about my terrible day."

I said to my self-hanging my snow soaked garments. Something about a still house brought me happiness. My backpack still was heavy on my weak shoulders as I crept up the stairs. Each stair had its own squeak its creepy melody called to me. I opened the oak wood door with a grunt I really just wanted to lay on my bed and die. The cold rush of Washington winter threw my hair back. The window was open.

I could not see his face but I knew it was Edward by the pale skin and the way he was dressed. "Edward your back!"

He dropped my warn copy of Romeo and Juliet and stared at me. The thing is he was not Edward. "Who are you?" I asked more calm then I really should be. "I'm Fred," My eyes were locked on him he looked like an older vampire older then all the Cullen is except for Carlisle and Esme. The most striking feature was his eyes they were an orange color. "You don't look away from me… don't I repulse you?" He asked bewildered. "No of course not!" I thought for second why he was here. "Are you going to kill me?" I asked starting to get alarmed. "No I've come to warn you consort of the yellow eye vampires, an army of newly born vampires are after you." My heart fluttered I could not speak my mind was racing. "Why are your eyes orange?" He looked uncomfortable; I could tell he really did not like this situation. "I drank from a deer there was no human near, I was surprised it cured the thirst." I nodded, "That's how you get yellow eyes drinking from animals." I informed. "You see why I am rebelling? Riley never told us any thing about being a vamp."

"Okay who is Riley?"

"He is the guide of the new born army but he didn't create us a female did."

"Who is she?"

"She never showed herself, are you sure you're not just a little bit repulsed?"

"Fred focus did this Riley guy ever say her name?"

"No Bella we weren't supposed to know her name they are very careful about that."

"You know my name?" He nodded once and fell into silence.

"So why would I repel you or whatever?"

"It's my power to disgust people to the point that they can't stand to look at me."

He laughed grinning almost as Edward used to, "It's too bad that you're not disgusted by me this conversation would work out easily."

"I guess are you going to stay in Forks?" I asked felling the need for him to stay. "Yes, until the fight is over and Bree is safe."

"Before you ask Bree is a newborn but she didn't come with me because she had to find her boyfriend."

"Why didn't you run, why stay for me?"

"I don't want to give Riley the satisfaction of killing you, he can't have it all."

Silence followed, I had gotten close to death when I'd went to the dance studio with James and when I found Laurent in the woods but this is different then one vampire now its many vampires. I was practically unprotected, except for Fred and his friends. Could I really trust them?

AliceCullenbiteme, email.

Alice I found out that an army of vampires are going to kill me, I sound calm but I am scared and want to cry. I really wish you were here I would not die. My only hope for survival is vampires that can make people repel him. Alice please comes back!

Fred was knitting a scarf and trying to be unnoticed. The more I stared at him the more uncomfortable he became. "I really wish you couldn't stare at me."

I shrugged stroking my hair. "Why are you anti social?"

"I was bullied in grade school; I was an awkward computer nerd."

I nodded, was that popcorn stuck in my teeth?

"You're staring at me again!" He practically yelled. "Get over it," I said with a hint of arrogant. He snorted a laugh. I did not even hear it ring and Fred was already on the phone. "I can't help it I'm throwing every last bit of repulsive aura at her and she's just staring at me!" He paused staring holes into my skin.

"They turned on Riley? She had red hair. Victoria…" I gasped why I had not thought of it before that she would be behind this.

"Oh Bree I am so sorry, Bree? Are you there? Bree?" He looked at me and put the phone on speaker. "Who are you?" A female voice yelled I am guessing it was Bree. "We are the Volturi child, you broke the rules of the council and therefore you must be terminated." Fred did not yell out or oppose verbally to the Volturi he just started to cry dry tears.

"No please I can learn, give me another chance!" There was screams then a loud bone chilling crunch then silence followed. Fred crushed his phone is one swift movement. "Fred I'm so sorry." He stared at me and tried to make me look away so I did on my own. "This is your fault that Bree died! Don't pretend that your sorry because your not!"

I moved closer to him he stiffened and stepped back, I wrapped him in a hug. "I wish I could cry," he said while he muzzled into the curve of my neck he was a tall man so he really had to hunch over. "I really am sorry Fred." I whispered in his ear. He did not respond we hugged for a while he just did not want to let go. "You know Bella you are the first person that wasn't disgusted when you first met me. I used to like that but having a person there really is nice."

His voice muffled in by shirt, I did not know how to respond I really knew what it was like to be a loner I still cowered in crowds. Edward and the Cullen has opened up to me and made me feel like one of them and they left it in a second. Could I really trust Fred? He untangled himself from me and looked at me, "Do you know how I feel?" He asked still mixed with grief. "Yes I do Fred I was a loner until I came to Forks, they treat me like family here and that was the first time it's happened to me."

"So we have a lot in common Bella."

We stood there in silence either knowing what to say; the thought hit me was I ready for another relationship with a vampire. He opened his mouth to speak but my grumbling belly interrupted him. "Your hungry, you need to eat." He said moving away creating a painful gap between us. "Come with me?" He nodded and walked a human speed out of the room I followed.

I put a couple of chocolate pop tarts in the toaster; Fred sat silently at the table with a blank stare. He was not bad looking his puffy blonde hair scooped right over his eyes. His eyes were not creepy but they would turn heads.

For being someone, that most people were disgusted at him was good looking. "You're staring again," I smiled and looked away to the toaster. "I'll just order pizza for Charlie." I said out load. "I can't meet your father I'm too much of a freak, Bella he would be repulsed and notice my orange eyes."

"How about you wear contacts?" I offered retrieving my pop tarts.

"They make my eyes look a weird purple color but its more natural then orange."

"Problem solved and then just tries to be less repulsive!" I said with a laugh.

"It doesn't really work that way but I'll try, I just don't like to meet people."

"That's okay I'm not really sure that Charlie is human." We both laughed as the forks police car pulled into the driveway.

"Hurry put in your purple contacts!" I yelled at him. He pulled it out of his bag and quickly jabbed them in his eyes. "Bella I'm home!" Charlie exclaimed.

"Hey dad, this is Fred." Charlie blinked a couple times then offered his hand. Fred took it reluctantly, "So is he you're…"

"No dad he's a friend." Charlie looked him over stroking his mustache.

"Are you from around here?"

"No, sir I'm from out of town but I know Bella." He stiffened, "And I was just leaving." He said almost tripping over my table on the way out.

I followed, "Fred just climb through my window and make yourself at home I'll be up soon." He seamed surprised, "Bella I'm not staying Bree has died and the Volturi might be after me!" I had forgotten about his friend. "We need to stay together Fred for that reason." Fred stepped back creating a painful distance between us. "Fred we have a lot in common you can't deny it we are both loners and we need each other for that sole reason Fred."

"We don't even know each other Bella," I stiffened.

"You don't exactly give us a change to know each other because you're running away! We have an extra ordinary attraction we have unspeakable chemistry and you have never felt that so you're afraid." I let the tears fall down my cheeks and off my chin. "Bella I can't…." I grabbed his gorgeous striped v-neck and pulled him to my body, he let me. His eyes said something different then his lips.

"You're the prettiest human I've ever seen." he paused and smiled slyly.

"Even then most vampires, you are an elegant creature." I smiled like a moron as he cupped my chin. "Kiss me Fred," He leaned to me and kissed the air between us it was not a fleshy wet human kiss it was like kissing a firecracker.

I laughed, "Your kiss tastes like mango's." He cracked a wild smile.