New ficcie! Sure, I'm still working on Freak Psycho and A new home, but this is just something that I wrote while being bored.. It's the POV of Silvya, about Midvalley. And yes Sylvia is his saxophone. And no, I'm not crazy.(…… alright, I admit, I am crazy! And I love it ^_^ Now, go reading!)

If I had



If I had a mouth, I would smile.

I would smile, because I see you, my dear Hornfreak

I see how you look at me, with those eyes that say

'You understand me baby'

Yeah, I'm your 'baby'

Not like the other whores that are with you every second

You laugh at them, kiss them.. but your mind is only here

Here with me

You play me, every day and every night

Every evening you play until you fall asleep, crying, sometimes

And in the morning, you wake up and the first thing you see is me

'Hi Sylvia' you say. Then you play a song for yourself

Last week, a tear fell on me

You used your cute pink shirt make clean me up, and said

'I'm sorry baby. I'm too soft, I know..'

You sighed, but did not tell me why you felt like that

Now, you're holding me again

If I had a voice, I would ask you what's wrong

You seem only to play sad songs..

Am I not your baby anymore?

Then your voce cuts trough the silence

'Baby.. you know.. if Dominique was here, she would put her arms around me and say it's not that bad..'

If I had arms, my dear Hornfreak..

'Baby.. she's dead..'

If I had eyes, I would look really surprised now

'Oh Sylvia, Dominique is dead! I feel my time comes too, baby..

But why am I so afraid? We will die together, won't we?'

Of course we will, dear Hornfreak..

'I saw her Sylvia.. she was trying to get away.

She looked afraid, when she saw me standing

Like she wanted to say Don't Midvalley, I am your friend right?

I wanted to let her go Silvya, I swear!'

Another tear falls on me

'But.. Legato was there, behind me. And I just..

I just couldn't help her. I'm sorry baby, do you think I'm.. '

No my dear Hornfreak, I will always be there for you, no matter what happens

But you can't hear me.

And more and more tears fall on me, as you continue

'With every breath.. my death comes closer.

And with every death of the others, I'm more afraid

I'm the last one, baby..'

If I had a mouth, I would say 'do not worry'

You hold me closer

And your lips touch me

And you play again

Not the song that Creep wants you to play

But a cute, happy song

And I try to play my best part

To comport you

And make you happy

Because that's all I can do

After all, I'm only a saxophone..



^_^ I hope you like it, sorry for my bad English, pleeeease use a minute of your time to review!