This is my first oneshot. And this is my first songfic. I'm using two songs, Just So You Know and Unlove You. Ok, here it is. R&R please!! I really recommend you listen to the song while reading the story. It sets a feeling. Or mood. Whatever. haha.
I shouldn't love you
But I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
But I can't move
I can't look away
I shouldn't love you
But I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
But I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
Cuz' I don't know
How to make a feeling stop
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go, of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to
Be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me
To have the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
Cuz' I don't know
How to make a feeling stop
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go, of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting hereā¦..been waiting here
ooohh...woahhh...
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go, of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Just so you know...
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go, of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Just so you know
Jared walked around on the video set for the remake of "Just So You Know," originally sung by Jesse McCartney.
The song was intended for Ashley, and everyone knew it. They broke up four months ago because of stupid things they both had done. Jared hasn't had a girlfriend since then. In his eyes, no one was as good of a girlfriend as Ashley.
"Jared, you ready?" The director asked.
"Yeah, I guess so." Jared replied.
Tears were now falling, but he wiped them and stood where he had to. He looked around and spotted the only person he expected least. Ashley.
He looked directly at her, making sure it was the girl he loved. Big, brown, beautiful eyes. Blonde, wavy hair. Yeah, it was her.
As soon as she saw him look at her, she ran into his arms. He picked her up bridal style, keeping her close. They were both crying. He regained his breath and looked into her eyes. Gosh, he missed those eyes. Ashley stopped crying, and sang quietly.
"I can't unlove you, can't do that, no matter how I try I'll never turn my back on, someone who loved me too, I can do most anything I have to, but I can't unlove you, Why would I want to? I can't unlove you, can't do that, I'll never get through this, why would I want to"
Jared closed his eyes and listened to her sing. Her voice was amazing, and Jared loved it more and more every time.
"Ashley, I'm sorry for all the things I did to hurt you in the past. I'm starting to believe now that what I did is what made you do the things you did. We made the biggest mistake of our lives, breaking up. I'm really, really sorry. I love you, Ashley, and I never stopped."
"I love you too, Jared, and I never stopped either. Ever since we met on the set of HSM. I'm sorry for what I did too. Every day, when we were apart, I couldn't stop thinking about you. Your eyes, the way you always made me smile, your smile alone, and the love we had. I've really missed you Jared."
"I've missed you too, Ashley."
And with that, the two kissed. Lightly, but passionately. That, being their first kiss in three months, felt like it lasted forever. After they pulled apart, he put her down.
"Go film you video, babe." She whispered.
"Ok, but you need to come with me."
"Why?"
"You're gonna be in it. I want you to be in it."
"Ok." She said quietly, smiling.
"That's the smile I missed more than anything." He replied.
She jumped on his back, like a piggyback ride. He held her legs to make sure she wouldn't fall.
"I love you, baby." She whispered directly in his ear.
"I love you too." He whispered back.
Ok, finally finished. I'll add a Jashley regular fic and I'll add a Zanessa oneshot too. And, Nikki/Sam, If you read it, I owe you a cookie. Teehee.
xoxo
Alex
