Left behind
I remember it clearly, when I left my love behind. I still can't believe why I did it.
It was normal day. I was going to go see Ryeowook. It was so long time since I had seen him last time. About two months. I was so happy. I was traveling with the train. It tooked three hours to get there, but I didn't care. As long as I were able too see my own Wookie.
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"Yesung!" I heard someone screaming. It was Ryeowook. "Wookie." I said to myself and ran to him. I haven't ever hugged anybody that hard and long. It felt so good. "What's up?" I asked when I forsed myself to let Ryeowook go. "Weell pretty good now that your here." He gave the cutest smile ever to me. I smiled back to him. "Let's go eat something!" He smiled even cuter and holded my hand when we started to walk. I could see everybody straing at us but I didn't care. But if someone was looking too rude, I gave them back an evil glare. We ated at McDonald's like we used to do.
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It was 3:30PM when I decided to leave for a second. I had a good reason. Ryeowook's friend Sungmin showed up. I don't know why I couldn't stand him. "I'm going to go get something to drink.." I sighed and leaved. "Okay.. Come back here after you get it!" Ryeowook smiled. I just nodded and walked fastly far away. I was at the railway station watching the clock. There's one train which leaves at 4:30PM. I walked to the desk and bought the ticket..
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The train was already at the station. I stepped to it. Last time I glanced at the station. "Sorry Wookie.." I walked to my seat and opened my mini laptop.
I were listening music. I had been sitting in the train about half an hour when my phone ringed. It was a text message from Ryeowook. "Hey where are you?" I didn't reply anything. I just closed my eyes. Soon it ringed again. This time he was calling. I still didn't answer. He tried to call me about seven times and sended 5 messages. I still didn't answer or called back.
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Two days passed. I still haven't called to him. Or texted or anything. It was 10PM. I were watching movie with my dog. Once again, I got text message from Ryeowook.
Wookie33
Really what's wrong with you? Why can't you
answer to me? If you don't want to talk to me,
then just tell me to stop calling. I know that you
have days when you want to be alone. But please
just... Tell what's wrong! Call me or something
when you can!
I watched my phone couple minutes, then I dropped it. But couple minutes after I tooked it back and started to text to him.
Ryeowook got the message. He was smiling when he saw that it was from Yesung but his smile vanished when he had read the message.
YESUNG~3333
Sorry Wookie. I feel bad for leaving like
that. I don't know why did I do it. Sorry.
And I guess now it's time to tell you. I
think it's better if we're just friends. Don't
hate m because of that please! Hope
you understand. We can still see
each others, right?
Ryeowook dropped his phone. Tears started to fall from his eyes. He couldn't stop it. He just cried.
I didn't get any reply from him. I knew he was sad. I felt really bad, but it was the best for both of us. Or at least I thinked it like that.
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Another two days passed and I gotted message from him.
Wookie
I see... Have u thinked it like this for
a long time? Have u actually really
loved me? No need to answer. I
don't do anything with that information.
But, I still love you! I'm sorry..
"Sorry for what?" I thinked loudly. I really couldn't sleep at night because of him. I feeled like killing myself. "Why did I say that to him?" To tell you the truth, I still love him.
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