You've gone and left me

Alone.

Selfish, unfeeling

Ignorant to how I feel.

Felt.

I am numb, nearly gone now.

Machine.

Tick tock, tick tock.

My mind spirals down

I sit and stare

Every day,

All day.

You live in memory.

Suffocating memory.

Rent's due

No money left.

I am not

Worthy.

Gun feels cold.

Feels right.

Dead.