Ok so this is a really short oneshot about Gilbert dying from being stabbed. names and general idea taken from "through these Albino eyes" revies inspire me!
His music was playing too loudly. That was the only reason he could tell he was still alive. As long as he could hear his music, he was alive. Too late to apologize- a declaration was the song playing. He didn't know why he even had it on is IPod, that was Alfred's song from after he had his Revloution. It fit the mood perfectly. It was too late for him to apologize to Lovino. Too late to say he was sorry. As he lay dying on the ground, in his small one room apartment he thought of all the people he would be leaving behind. His girlfriend, his younger brother, his friend Antonio and all the ghosts he had come to now over the years. he hoped they would find peace in his passing. he hoped he would see them when he was gone. He hoped that Elizabeta and Lutz wouldn't come home. She was picking him up from school. Gilbert didn't want to leave his brother with the memory that had haunted him. The memory of seeing someone you love die in front of you. It had happened to Gilbert when his mother died giving birth to Lutz. He couldn't bear to leave his kid brother with the image of him lying there bloody and weak on the floor. He didn't want them to try to save him. He deserved to die. After all, if he had never been born, all the ghosts would never have started bothering him, and he never would have gotten in a fight with Lovino the man who'd killed him. As he closed his eyes and prepared to leave the world behind he hear an agonized voice calling his name. "Gilbert no! You can't leave me! You promised you would never leave!" and his brother came into his sight. The young man was crying. As he looked at his brother he managed a weak smile. "Lutz, I will never leave you. I just need to go somewhere for a while. Take care of Elizabeta while I'm gone ok? Wait for me." Ludwig nodded tears escaping his eyes as his older brother closed his eyes for the last time. No more would he come home to find Gilbert crashed on the couch after coming home from work. He held his brother's head to his chest and cried. Elizabeta looked on sadly. she had come to love the man that now lay dying in front of her. they had been partners in crime until she had started dating Rodierch. she didn't know why she had. she had loved Gilbert all along. now he would never know. Lutz started and stared into the cornor of the room where he swore he had just seen Gilbert. he apeared again. "Lutz", he said, "don't worry about me. I'm happier now. but look kid i just want you to know that i love you, and i'll always be there for you. you'll be able to see me when you want to, but don't expect me to hang around. ill just be there when you really need it. I have to find mom and dad and tell them i'm sorry. wait for me ok kid?" Ludwig nodded. He would wait no matter what. His brother would be there for him when he would need him. The least he could do was wait. The wait would last forever.