his mind broke
when his wife
burned
along with the house
driven mad
on the road
two boys tucked away
in the backseat
a knife under the pillow
gun under the bed
a journal in his bag
his boys are too young
they stay behind
he hunts fights kills
it's for his wife
he says
it is hard work
lonely
sad
too many good people die
his boys are still too young to help
but dean wants to anyway
they get older
all of them
sam is taller than him now
dean handles a gun
with more finesse
more confidence
than even him
he is tired
angry
sad
drunk
the boys are too young
even at eighteen
and twenty-two
sam leaves
dean stays
together,
they hunt fight kill
this time for both mary and sam
he is old
his boys are too young
even when they aren't
he almost has the demon
dean is dying (again)
sam is angry with him (again)
he sells his soul
seals it with a kiss
alone in hell
wants to die
mary.