This is a Twilight Fanfic, all owned by Stephanie Mayer. (Sorry for any and all mis-spellings on my part) I hope you enjoy the story!

This tale begins at the begining of Eclipse.

Oh! And I own the OC, Era Ryland.

Foolish little girl, don't you see,

They've seen your scars, and the sorrow of sea.

They see the plea in your eyes,

Yet do nothing and all will leave your side.

Chapter One::

Era

It was still a shock to me, the scene still fresh in my mind and the bruises still there. The scars still stinging. My parents were gone, off somewhere in europe without a care in the world. My siblings, Nini and Micheal, all too involved with their jobs to care. I had no one. Everyone had left me.

These thoughts kept circling through my mind as the pilot told us to refasten our seat-belts as the plane began its descent. I looked out the window, seeing the dark clouds and vague glimpses as we descended towards Port Angeles.

After everything that had happened in the last two years, my family had went our seperate ways and I was being shipped off to Forks, Washington. I was to finish my last year of highschool and live with my Uncle Charlie and Cousin Bella Swan. To anyone else it would have been nice to know that at least someone cared. But to me, it didn't. I was absolutely on my own with out anyone else to rely on.

Looking away from the window, I reached over in the small seat next to me and offered a small, fake smile. My pride and joy, the only thing that kept me here in this world, my son Lucian. He was two years old and couldn't-scratch that, wouldn't to most people-speak yet but he had ways of knowing what was what and if I was upset. He was a bright little boy.

As the plane's wheels touched the ground, I leaned over and kissed Lucian's forhead for comfort. I hated flying though the little sucker seemed to love it. The whole time while we took off and I was clutching at the arm rests-terrified might I add and much to my humiliation-while Lucian was giggling happily and staring out the window.

I groaned, grateful as the plane finally came to a hault and I could let go of my death grip. I shakily undid the seat belt and stood, willing the quieasiness to go away as I watched the other passengers scramble for their bags. Hell, as much as I wanted to get off this death trap, I wasn't going to push and shove a bunch of old ladies. I mean, c'mon, I was mean but not that mean.

"Here," said a deep, silky voice to my right. I looked up and into the practically yellow eyes of a very pale, handsome, red-headed man. He was cute. Too cute. Too...perfect. I immidiately felt danger and crowded, kindly taking my measly duffel and back pack. It had all the things Lucian and I needed and nothing else.

I picked Lucian up and stumbled into the isle, thankful that I wasn't being pushed or shoved. Walking down the isle, I took a chance and glanced out the windows. It was pouring rain so I looked behind me with a sigh and moved into one of the seats, setting Lucian down so I could rummage through the duffel bag.

After a few moments, I found Lucian's coat and told him to put it on, putting his hat on him as well. Couldn't be too careful could ya? I sighed softly and picked him back up, walking off the plane and to the terminal, groaning softly at all the people who were bustling about the airport.

I had horrible anxiety, I have ever since two years ago. Being in that airport without my keys in reach, my anxiety was flaring up badly and I began having a panic attack. I felt my body heat up and the blood drain from my face as I began to feel dizzy and light headed. I forgot about everything and pushed people out of the way so I could sit down and just breathe calmly.

I closed my eyes, rocking slightly and feeling Lucian wrap himself tightly around my leg. I smiled softly and opened my eyes, looking down into the pretty ruby red eyes of my son. I gently reached out and cupped his cheek, smoothing my thumb back and forth. "Thank you baby."

I sat there for a while, just smiling and staring down at Lucian. A shadow soon fell over us and I looked up into the face of young girl who looked my age and as white as the falling snow. She had brown hair and chocolate brown eyes. The man that stood next to her stood almost a head taller than her. His hair was black with brown eyes and a mustache with a serious five o'clock shadow. From the way they stared at me with wide, shocked eyes and the sign in their hands, I assumed these were Charlie and Bella Swan.

"Uhm," the man spoke, looking and shuffeling awkwardly, "you must be Era. My sister's little one. It's been years since I've seen you." He offered a small smile and then he went back to serious as he looked down at Lucian. "Who's this little guy?"

I stood slowly, picking Lucian up in the process and tried to discreetly asses the two in front of me. They didn't seem to have any danger about them so I decided to just sigh and introduce. "This is my son, Lucian. Lucian, these are your great Uncle Charlie and your cousin, Bella." They both smiled and I laughed as Lucian merely stared at them. I gave them a forced smile and told them, "Don't worry, he barely knows how to talk and when he does its usually only to me." They merely nodded and Charlie reached down, picking up my duffel bag.

"So he's really your son?" Bella asked me once we were in the truck. I glared at her and the obvious snootiness in her voice.

"Yes," I growled, leaning in close to her face, "I don't need judgement from you nor anyone else. Ask and learn before you judge. You don't even know my story so I would just shut up and sit back, unless you want me to pop you in the nose right here and now." I snapped and had the satisfaction of her looking chagrined and even scared before she turned and looked out towards the scenary that passed us by.

I turned too, staring out the window, enjoying the scenery that I saw. It was quite beautiful. All the green and trees that we passed, the rain that clouded it somewhat. It was breath taking.

Lucian leaned up to the window as well, giggling as he pressed his face into the window to look at everything. I smiled and leaned back, letting my head fall against the window and I fell into blissful, dreamless sleep.

Later on, I felt someone shake me and something poking my cheek. I jerked awake and groggily looked around, seeing that Bella was leaning close and shaking me gently. "Hey," she smiled softly, "we're here at the house. I can show you up to your room, c'mon." She said. I nodded and picked Lucian up, slipping on a strap to my book bag and getting out of the old worn truck.

I walked up to the old, white, two-story home. It was quiant and seemed homey and warm. It was something I had never really had and as I stared at the house I felt a strange tug at my heart. It felt strange and odd to feel so strongly towards a place I had just seen and feel the sense as if I had found someplace that would except me. For me.

I shook my head, walking inside and looking around. There were stairs to my left and an opening to a small kitchen to my right. And in front of me was a cozy living room. I chuckled when I saw Charlie already had some sort of sports game on.

"Come upstairs." Bella said and I turned, following her. As we reached the top. There were three doors. The only one that was open was the front one and it lead to a small, single bathroom. I cringed, not liking the idea of having to share one bathroom.

The second door was to my left and Bella opened it to show that it was her room. It was nice and spacious but a little too magenta/pink for my tastes.

Then she opened the third door to my right. The room inside was blue, purple, and black. All three were my favorite colors and in answer to Bella's now hopeful expression, I allowed a tiny happy crack in my mask and nodded my thanks to her. I walked inside, noticing that it smelt of strawberries and fruit. I also noticed a computer/writting desk in the corner and book cases lining some of the walls.

There was a big bed in the center of the room with blue sheets and a folded black and silver quilt with green pillows. Bella also pointed out a dresser and small closet too. I nodded my thanks to her and then she left me to get settled. It was nice of her to give me my space.

I set Lucian down and let him wonder around while I could unpack and place all of our things where I thought they would fit. After about an hour or so, I sat down on the bed, careful enough so that Lucian wouldn't wake up.

I looked around and felt pity and shame settle deep in my stomach. Our whole life, mine and Lucians, could fit in just a duffle bag and a hikers book bag. I felt horrible for giving Lucian this kind of life. He deserved more. He deserved a permanent home and things like toys and stuffed animals, not a duffle bag filled with his few toys and clothes.

I sniffled lightly and stood, walking out and knocking on Bella's door. She opened it up and I was genuinely surprised to see a guy in her room on her bed. I was shocked I hadn't even noticed him coming in or even up the stairs. "Era! Oh uhm...th-this is my boyfriend, Edward. Edward, this is my cousin, Era Ryland."

Edward stood, moving fluidly and gracefully, much like a jungle cat. I stepped back a bit at his presence. I could see that he was very pale and his auburn hair and pale yellow eyes stood out and his blood red lips did too. He was a little too fancy looking for me. "Hello Era," He said, a bit of amusement in his voice.

I sighed and looked at Bella. "Can I talk to you for a minute. Would you mind, Edward? It will only take a minute and you can stay out here." I said, pushing Bella into the room and started closing the door. "Oh, you wake my son, I won't hesitate to shove my big foot up your ass." I said and slammed the door.

"Hey! You were rude Era!" Bella said, scowling.

"I'm sorry...I just...I wanted to tell you sorry about in the truck earlier today...Lucian is a sore subject with me and brings up a lot of painful memories." I looked at her and Bella nodded with a small smile.

"Its alright, really. I shouldn't have snapped at you like that. But, I'm curious, what did happen with Lucian and the whole kid thing."

"I..." I cringed and brushed my hair behind my ear. It covered my right eye and I made sure no one ever saw what lay underneath. "Lets just say it resulted in this," I pointed at the scars that lay on my face. Several long scars that ran down my neck and right side of my face. They were still there. Jagged and deep.

"Oh...Era I'm so sorry..." Bella gasped and went to pull me into a hug. I stepped back from her and cringed at the hurt that crossed her face. "Sorry..."

The door suddenly opened and I quickly let my hair cover my eye again before I turned to look at who had intruded. It was just Edward and behind him stood Lucian, rubbing his eyes tiredly. "M-Mama..." Lucian mumbled, looking at me with his sleepy eyes. My stiff stature instantly went lax and I sighed softly.

I picked him up, walking out of the room and downstairs. "Hungry baby boy?" He nodded and smiled. "Well, let's see what Charlie's got in the kitchen huh?" I walked down into the kitchen and set Lucian down on the counter while I browsed. I smirked and looked at Lucian. "Want some chili?" His eyes lit up and he clapped, nodding. That was all the encouragement I needed.

Hope you all enjoyed the first chapter! Sorry if it was kinda short. I really wanna extend Jake and Era's meeting! It seems like in all of the fanfic's I've read-which they're on my profile in my favorites if any of you wish to read them-the imprints and imprintee's meet in the first chapter! Like way too soon! Sooo I kinda wanted to extend it a bit.

Feel free to comment and critique! Any comments I find useful or correct, I'll make sure to try and use them to help my story become better.