CHAPTER 1:Don't Cry

AN: This is my first fanfic so be gentle with me, bbys ! I will write a lot of Kelena and Katholine or any other ship but Kalijah because I don't see point in that.
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The blonde vampire that goes by the name of Caroline Forbes sobbed in her room, all alone. She was quite sad and tired of everything that was happening. She was tired of Elena pretending she doesn't exist. She was tired of having hybrid apocalypse everyday in Grill. She was tired of all shit that was happening right now. She wiped her tears with another sleeve. Her lapis lazuli eyes were wet and red. She couldn't sleep for hours and she was so tired. She was also very broken.

Her anxiety was getting bigger and harder to hold. But she knew she need to keep holding on. She was sure there will be better times. Maybe somewhere in future there will be some bright days where she will be happy. This was Elena's fault, she knew it. This whole thing started because she wanted the damn cure. She knew she needed to calm down but tears rolled from her eyes doesn't matter how hard she tried to hold them.

Caroline was hopeless. She wanted to help, to save Jeremy and others. Bonnie. That was the thing she will never forget. If she tried to stop Elena nothing of this would happen. Bonnie would still be alive no matter what. She couldn't stop herself now. She cried out loud, no one could hear her, she was all alone in her home. Not so long ago silence was broken by some noise in living room. Caroline was scared even she didn't want to admit it.

While Caroline was frightened in her house, certain vampire was walking in town. She watched people making moves, they were all beautiful by taste. They all moved so good, like they did ballet or something like that. For Katherine they were all ugly. They were worthless and useless waste of spaces. The evil smirk went cross vampire's face while the blonde occupied her mind. Was that really true? Am I attracted by bottle blonde? Actually blonde was the only thing in her mind. That was so hard to watch her suffer while she was killing little Gilbert and witchy Bon-Bon. Brunette was not sure what she wants from Caroline. She seem to think about her even when she is doing her nails, even when she wake up or go to sleep. Last time she had this feeling was before five hundred years. Was that really true. Am I in love with Barbie? That was totally insane. She imagined walking with Caroline hand in hand sometimes. They would walk and she will be only hers. She would belong to Katherine. Blonde was actually her obsession last few weeks. The day she watched how hard Caroline cried when they killed Bonnie, her heart totally broke. She decided to move on and make some gift to blondie. She wanted to make her trust her and be with her. She wanted blonde to love her. But how? She hates her that much that she would snap her neck if she had a chance. Maybe if she make some cute cookies and send them with a beautiful message Caroline would say she want to hang out or something like that. Katherine knew that was impossible. After all she did.

When she walked in front of candy shop she decided to go inside and find something for her blondie. She was looking for some cute strawberry or cherry sweets. When she found then she bought them and put them in one white box with pink ribbon. Satisfied by how it looked Katherine looked at another shop across the street. That was bakery. Well why not to by her some pizza or something? She knew that Caroline adored pie with mushrooms so she bought that too. No one would believe what she was doing. She was buying breakfast for her certain blonde.

At the sound of the door bell three times Caroline was annoyed. "Geez, I am coming." She said irritated by how door bell sounded. Blonde opened the door and saw some boxes. There was a letter as pink as they boxes were. She shocked her head in response and took boxes in gently closing the door behind her. Caroline turned the message and saw something was written below the whole text. "Surprise Blondie, enjoy your breakfast. With love, Katherine." Caroline froze at this words. She quickly put the letter in her working table. She couldn't know what to do. She was scared and confused in same time. Was that another of Katherine's plans to kill her or one of her friends? What the hell is going on here? She was quite confused. She didn't want to tell Elena because she knew Elena will kill her. Katherine seemed to be fearless, but how is it if she is human? Maybe she gave cure to someone another? But why would she do that? All those questions were in blonde's head. She could feel the smell of pizza and mushroom pie. How could Katherine knew she preferred mushroom pie? Oh, yeah. She knew everything. Caroline was quite interested now…and hungry. She opened the pizza and saw one white box with pink ribbon. She couldn't help but smile. Katherine knew what to do to cheer someone up. What am I talking about?! She killed Jeremy and it's her fault Bonnie is dead. She is monster. She deserve to die and I hate her. She said finally as she threw the breakfast in trash.
"I would rather die of starvation."She said out loud again even no one could hear you. Maybe some old human habit? She felt bad for letting that much of food to be trashed but she will not eat something that Katherine gave to her. She actually remembered she smiled as she received the food.

Few hours ago, Caroline was dying of starvation. She didn't wanted to go anywhere because she knew she will need to talk to Elena and the others and she didn't want to so she stayed home. She expected Katherine to send her something again but she received nothing. Well, maybe next time. She said thinking about everything that happened. That was quite weird and un normal for the evil doppelganger.

Katherine was irritated because blonde hasn't responded yet. She knew that she hundred percent threw food and is now hungry. That was breaking her heart. She knew that she can't leave her to be hungry like that. But that would be too much if she go to her house and ask her to hang out with her. Her pride was big and she felt something like she wasn't about to go to Caroline. She loved her, that is true but blonde will need to wait for night to have some dinner with Katherine. Katherine was sure she will ignore Caroline until tonight. She smirked as she moved her curls from her face.
"It's only beginning blondie, it's only beginning."

AN: Okay, this one is quite short one. Because it's just the beginning so I will post next one when I have time. Also I am want to work on another fanfiction but can't choose what to write: I have Stebekah, Bamon, Kelena and Daroline in mind. What do you say? :3