Lyrics are by Good Charlotte- Dumb like that. This is just a quick song fic about how Jess feels whenRory ran away after they kissed.
Jess walked through the diner and straight up to the apartment. And to his bedroom.
Jess:
I thought she liked me, Why did she run? She must hate me.I think I see every star in the sky tonight removed from the city lights. Its never seemed so bright. I know I shouldn't believe a word you say But I do anyway Coz I'm dumb like that.
Jess
: I don't understandOh, and all the words I've given you, when you smiled I thought that it meant something else. You were just being yourself, being nice. You're always rather polite, to me You let me down again. You ignored the things I said to you If I was scared of you. Then maybe I could leave And if I walked away right now. There would be nothing left for me to loose but doubt.
Jess
: God I should have listened to LukeI never fell so far for anyone before. Never again I swore, but with you hope was restored. You make me feel like I've been torn apart I don't like that at all. I've lost control And all the words I've given you I poured my heart out into an empty coffee cup You drank it up, left me here to drown, alone You let me down again, when you ignored the things I said to you. If I was scared of you, then maybe I could leave. Cause if I walked away right now, there would be nothing left for me to lose but, I can't lose you, I can't lose you I think I've seen every star that I care to see, but I don't wanna leave. It hurts when you're self deceived I know I shouldn't believe a word you say, I do it anyway, cause I'm dumb like that.
Jess
: What am I going to do now, I screwed everything up, I haven't even been back for a hour.And all the words I've given to you When you smiled I thought that it meant something else. You were just being yourself, being nice, your always rather polite to me. You let me down again, when you ignored the things I said to you If I was scared of you then maybe I could leave Cause if I walked away right now, there would be nothing left for me to lose but doubt. but doubt, but doubt. there's nothing left, there's nothing left for me to lose but doubt, there's nothing left, there's nothing left for me to lose but doubt, there's nothing left, there's nothing left.
Jess
: I'm not giving up, I won't walk away, I won't leaveā¦again.