Thanks to You
By Zell's Girl
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Since childhood all I wanted,
Was his arms around me.
I told myself sometimes
'It will happen wait and see."
On and off for a few years,
Oh yes we were together.
When she hurt him I was his toy.
Don't worry it gets better.
She would say things to hurt him.
He would cry to me some nights,
and tell me he cared about me,
Again he returned to her after bitter fights.
I promise I'd never hurt him,
We could have so much more,
But I am just his posession.
And it burns me to the core.
I could have so many others,
Other men actually care,
They love me and they'd hold me,
That isn't all that fair.
Glenn could offer me security,
Norris could make love seem true,
Nikki could offer me the whole world,
But no. All I want is you.
She hurts you and I'm here.
And I just lay apart my pride.
I let you use me again and again,
And it scourges my insides.
You beat my diginity into the ground
All I am now is damaged hard
You love her but hurt her as well
I am just your trump card
You walk out on me again and again
And you tell me to wait for you tomorrow.
I agree, I don't fight since it will hurt me.
My world is just consumed by sorrow.
You use me
You mentally abuse me
You hurt me and I cry.
You make me want to die.
You use me as a toy,
You cruel and heartless boy.
I could have have been happy too,
But no. I'm scarred. Thanks to you.
~~Fin
Used to be a part of a shitty fic I wrote,
but I just like the poem. It's Leena's POV
on Serge, as you might have guessed. It's
kinda dark, I know, but that's what I was
aiming for. Over and out- Zell's Girl