They loved you anyway
You watched him as he got on the train, his parents weren't there and you thought maybe he was muggle born.
He was pretty, for a boy and you felt something odd, but you ignored it.
Then you started to talk, you, him and James. Peter joined you just after Christmas.
You formed your group and it was great, for the first time ever you had dared to have friends.
There was always something there, it was never the same with him as with the others.
You only realised what it was in third year, you fancied him, you didn't like girls, you liked men.
And they found out about it a year later, that was when he admitted it, he liked both.
You blushed and the topic changed.
They discovered your secret in fifth year and they still loved you anyway.
That really meant something too you.
They could stand that beast and you even when you couldn't.
He told Snape, that cut deep, really deep.
The whole thing dissolved you broke friends for the rest of the year.
But everything works out in the end.
You told him to make it up to you.
He did it in the best way both of you could think off.
James didn't mind at all, in fact you both smothered him with extra love to make up for the times you needed alone time.
Then he finally got Lily.
You were all happy, well almost all of you, Peter wasn't but you didn't really notice until it was too late.
Actually you didn't notice until he had Lily and James killed.
And he blamed Sirius.
You spent years ripping yourself up over it.
But then Sirius came back and proved Peter had framed him.
You were happy again for a while.
Then you found out Peter was dead.
Then Sirius fell through the veil.
Then you were alone.
Really alone.
The people who loved you anyway were gone.
You still fight the good fight, but not because you want anything more than a simple bit of revenge.