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Meet again In the middle of the busy crowd, I suddenly spotted her. I don't know why, I feel a surge of love rushing inside of me. Truthfully, I have never seen her before in my life. Long , dark brown hair and those sparkling eyes. She is with who I presumed, is her boyfriend. "Taka," she called out to the dark haired guy. She pulled him close. This feeling of envy swept over me. What is going on ? I don't even know her. "Miaka," Taka sighed but he obliged to her. Miaka.. so , that's her name. That name embedded a very familiar feeling inside of me. I feel warm all over when I repeated the name again. Miaka. In this crowded road, I am following them. Taka & Miaka. Where ? I don't know. How long ? I don 't know. I just feel as though as I just have to, have to follow them. It unexplainable. But sometimes you do things that are pretty unbelievable. This is ridiculous. Do I have a silly little crush on this strange girl. Not that she is strange. Well, maybe she is, when you look at the amount of snacks she bought at the small stand. Silly little crush ? No, that can't be it. I am so confident that it is not it. It's just that I feel love. Love ? Love?! It can't be. It may sound weird, but I feel like I've known her. Her warmth, honesty, and kindness. How am I to feel this from a stranger I've just met ? I really don't know. I don't believe in superstition crap, but I feel like we've met before. A long time ago. Like a dream. It is pretty jumbled up here in my brain. And as much as I'd love to hate her boyfriend right now, I don't. I just feel envious of him. Have I met him before ? No. What am I thinking ? What is this @#$%^ crap ? it's driving me almost crazy. It's just so frustrating to have these feelings and not know what is the rational cause of it. I mean, I feel that I love this Miaka girl. Why ? She is just a stranger. She doesn't even know me. But somehow that last sentence doesn't feel quite so right. I love the way she laughs and the twinkles from her eyes radiates her features. I also love the way she seems so sincere and honest to her boyfriend, Taka. I love the way she is so comfortable with herself. Damn it ! I just saw this girl. I can't make %^& conclusions out of this. I kept on staring at her while she and her boyfriend were at the snack booth. Her long fingers swept a strand of her brown hair behind her ears. Her boyfriend pulled her hat down. She scolded him playfully. He laughed and swept he fringe off her forehead. He then proceeded to order from the boy behind the snack booth. She just looked around her and occasionally smile at the passer-by. God, I can't seem to fight these feelings of warmth inside me. Then our eyes met. Her eyes widen. We stared at each other for a minute. New feelings began to crept up inside of me. I just feel the urge to go up to her and say what I feel right now. But that would be too weird. I do feel a connection. I bet she felt it too. I feel as though it was the only two of us in the busy crowd. She took a step towards me. I was afraid to confront my feelings. I took a step back and walked away quickly. Just as quickly as my feet would take me. Without turning back. I don't believe in fate and destiny, but if out paths were to cross again, I would believe that fate had something to do with it. And maybe it could be my destiny to meet her again in another lifetime. #$%^ What am I saying ! Forget it ! But I can't. "Miaka ? Miaka ?" Taka called out to Miaka. He grabbed on to her shoulders. Miaka seemed to be in a shock state. She was standing still with one foot forward. Taka walked up beside her and held out the popcorn she had asked. "Miaka ?" Taka called out again. Miaka blinked and she looked at Taka. "Why ? What happened ?" Taka asked, concern. Miaka bit her lower lip and she frowned. "I thought I saw Tasuki just now," |
