Goodbye My Friend

by tranquilite

Based after the 5th book Harry is having nightmares of the final battle, not forgiving himself for what happened to Sirius, and not talking about it to anyone. Not even his two best friends. He wants to so badly but can’t risk their safety for a little co

1. Prologue

Goodbye My Friend –

Disclaimer: I am not JK Rowling, I own none of her world or characters, I am merely fan expressing a story of my own with what she has created.

Harry/Hermione, romance, fan fiction.

Based after the 5th book; Harry is having nightmares of the final battle, not forgiving himself for what happened to Sirius, and not talking about it to anyone. Not even his two best friends. He wants to so badly but can't risk their safety for a little comfort. Will he tell them under the pressure and strain of what the prophecy said? Or will he leave his friends and stand alone. More importantly will he leave the only person he has every loved. – Author: I suck at descriptions! But please Read and Review! I need a little support to write this story, it's been hard! Thanks ;)

Prologue.

Dear Journal,

I have finally returned to school and something has come to my realization. I know, I am sounding very daft as plenty of things have come to my realization of late. Sirius dying…no, no I won't speak about it not unless it is with them, but then I will never speak about it. I can't seem to muster the strength to think about him alone and I know that if I am with a certain person well, they will help me. But, then I just can't seem to pull myself together long enough to speak of it in front of them either. Well, what do you do when you have a close friend, a best friend who you happen to have feelings for as more then a friend? But then, what if this feeling is mere protection over the friend and all I wish to do is help them through a very difficult time ahead? What if these feelings are not more then friendship? But they feel so much more, at times I just want to hold my arms around this person and never let go, protect them from anything that will happen. And it will happen soon, I know it, we all know it. I am just dreading it, I have to protect…I just feel so lost at the moment, I feel as if the world is rested on my shoulders and I must protect all whom I love especially…NO, no, I love everyone equally. And yet, I don't know where I would be without this person's friendship and trust and loyalty.

I need to think more and then write.

Sincerely,

H-