Walking slowly down the sandy beach I stare at the open sea, wondering when will the day my body will be floating at sea, free from the hell I call reality. Pretty girls jog down the beach, their luscious hair swinging side to side, men walk their dogs and old couples sit on the bench sharing an ice-cream between them. I feel nothing, less than nothing.
The sun heats my olive skin and sand rubs in-between my toes, I can feel the physical attributes of the world around me, but internally, I am empty. I stop in my tracks, carefully bending down to pick up a rock, I attempt to skip it across the glistening water but it sinks without a single skip.
Licking my dry lips, I turn my back on the sea and make my way towards civilisation again.
"Your late Rain" my manager hisses as I stalk out of the lift. I apologise and begin to walk to my office, "You're needed out in Miami metro police station" he states causing me to pause in my tracks.
"Miami metro?" I frown "I don't work with the police."
My boss's eyebrows rise with uncertainty, then with sudden anger, "Listen to me Miss Zammit, you work wherever I damn tell you do, you fucking understand that?"
I grind my teeth quietly trying to retain the Desire. I force a nod and again apologise.
"You're the only Maltese translator in Miami and it turns out that the Fire Killer only speaks Maltese, so you're in luck."
I try to force a smile, "Yeah, okay thanks." My boss nods, and for a moment he stares at me, his dark eyes burning onto my face.
"Well! What the Hell are you waiting for? Christmas? Get a fucking move on to homicide, they need you!"
I avoid the police at all costs, especially the fucking homicide department, that's all I need.
I stand in front of the mirror tying my long black hair into a ponytail and practise smiling. I even force a few fake-laughs into the acting, just so I'm prepared.
After a few fake laughs I close my eyes tightly and smack my palms against the basin. A serial killer working for the homicide, this is going to be great, it's going to be just great.
