After finishing a case with Sam and Dean all I wanted was to sit down and have a drink. We had been trying to find out everything we could on Dick Roman; so far none of what we had found was useful. On top of dealing with the leviathans poor Sam was seeing Lucifer thanks to Cas knocking down the wall in his brain that was suppose to protect him from his memories of hell. The case turned out to be a bunch of antiques a guy was selling after his mother passed. They were all cursed which is never a fun thing to deal with. We hunted them down one by one once we figured out what was going on thanks to the ballet shoes. We had to get a tea kettle, a gramophone, and a vintage gentleman's magazine. I had gone with Dean to get the porn while Sam had gone to get the gramophone.

If we ever split up while working a case I always went with Dean. We had been hunting with each other off and on for a few years and I was close with them both. Bobby was my dad's best friend when I was growing up and became "my uncle" in a way. When my dad passed when I was 18 I went to stay with Bobby. I had met the boys a few times before that, hunted with them a few times, but now I was with them constantly since Bobby was dead. They felt I was better off with them and I had to agree. Problem was I had developed a crush on Dean and now that I was constantly around him it had turned into full-blown infatuation.

I wanted Dean so bad, I just never worked up the nerve to say or do anything about it. I let out a sigh walking into the bar. After stopping the antiques from destroying more lives we ended up having to deal with a couple of leviathans that had been purchasing a bunch of real estate in town. After stopping the leviathans we had even more questions and left to go talk to Frank; a guy who had been doing research for us into Dick Roman's business to find out what he was up to. Unfortunately when we got there he had been dead. Of course why would he be alive not like we needed his help or anything?

I sat at the bar and motioned the bar tender over. "What can I get ya?" He asked. "Jack on the rocks and keep 'em coming." I replied. I was on my third and feeling pretty buzzed when Dean walked in. "Hey gorgeous how's it going?" I asked when he got over to me. He chuckled and shook his head. "How many have you had?" he asked. I held up three fingers. Dean knew I wasn't drunk that I had a high tolerance, but he also knew that I was feeling good. He nodded his head and replied, "Well that ain't too bad." I smiled and pulled him over next to me. He smelled so good and I wanted to bury my nose in his neck and stay there.

While I wasn't drunk the alcohol was definitely giving me some liquid courage. I had drunk around Dean before, but Sam was always there and that kept me from saying anything. "Dean there's something I got to tell you." I started. "Yeah what's that? Drinking alone isn't fun?" he asked. "No Dean not that, although true, I want to tell you that I have feelings for you. I want you so bad and I have for a while, but I didn't want to be rejected cause you and Sam are all I got now." I finished. Dean gave me a little smirk like he had known the whole time that I wanted him. I loved his smirk it was so sexy.

He started laughing before he pulled me off my seat and toward the bar's exit. "Dean why are you laughing? And why are we leaving the bar?" I asked. Dean gave me another smirk and said, "Don't worry you'll like where we are going." I decided to believe him and climbed into the car. We drove down the road a ways and found a dirt road that led to a field. Dean parked the car and turned toward me. "Look the truth is I wouldn't have rejected you and I didn't push anything because I respect you, but damn I want you too." Dean told me.

I was shocked that Dean wanted me as much as I wanted him. "Really?" I asked. "Well hell yeah have you looked in a mirror lately?" Dean replied smiling. I smiled at the compliment. Dean always flirted with me, but I never knew he was serious about it, until now. I leaned forward and kissed him. His lips felt even better than I had imagined them to. He grabbed the back of my head and deepened the kiss. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders trying to get as close to him as possible. After a few minutes of passionate kissing Dean pulled back and rested his forehead against mine. "Let's move this to the back seat." He said. We got out of the car and climbed in the back. I took my shirt and bra off while he removed his own shirt. We then went back to kissing while I ran my hands all over his strong upper body. I lightly ran my nails down his chest causing him to groan. I loved the sound of it and ran my hands down further. I grabbed his cock and started rubbing it through his jeans.

I had wanted this for so long and now all my nerves were on fire with the desire and pleasure of it finally happening. Dean pulled back from me to let out a moan before he started kissing my neck. He started nibbling gently at it before he bit down a little harder. I didn't mind I wasn't wanting gentle at the moment. He slowly torturously nipped his way to my breast. I unbuttoned and zipped his jeans while he continued his path. Once they were undone I was free to play with his cock without any barriers. He had my nipple in his mouth and moaned once my hand was on him. I felt the vibrations through out my breast causing me to release a moan of my own. Dean laid me back so that we could both remove our jeans and the final barrier between us.

"God you're hot." Dean said once I was fully naked. I smirked up at him and replied, "You're not so bad yourself, now put your cock in me stud." He let out a chuckle but complied. He thrust all the way in at once. I loved the feeling of him in me making me feel so full. I arched my back and ran my nails down his back leaving marks. Dean groaned in pain and pleasure as he started to thrust harder and faster. He leaned down and started kissing me again sucking my lower lip in between his before biting it. I moaned loving the mixture of pain and pleasure. Dean sat up the best he could in the car and began to rub my clit while continuing to pound my sex. It only took a few moments and the dam burst. I grabbed his arms tight while my body tensed and shook from the powerful orgasm racking my body. Dean smirked at me proud of his work before he thrust a few more times cumming himself.

Dean pulled out of me and moved lying beside me on the back seat. "So feel any regret about not telling me sooner?" Dean asked laughing. I smacked his chest but replied with, "Yes cause that was amazing. I almost hate myself for not telling you how I felt sooner." He wrapped his arm around me and rubbed my back. "Oh well just means we have plenty of catching up to do." He said before pushing me back and sliding into me once more.