Mi computer is driving me insane. Lately it's been going slower and it's pissing me off :[ Anyway I wanna try and start a new story cos I'm losing my spark for xXBloody RosesXx so idk if I'm going to finish that. Review this or message me telling me if u want me to continue. Lack of reviews suuuckkk.

Caution Dark themes.

Here's Foreign Echange.

Foreign Exchange

Chapter 1- Prologue

I didn't know where I was, or where I was going. I lost myself a long time ago. The cutting. The not giving a shit. Me? I'm Bella Swan. I live in Russia. I live in a small town called Kashin. [it's real, but it's got a make believe plot cos I've never been there.] I am the daughter of the oh so special Charlie Swan. The motherfucker doesn't deserve to live.

I'm nothing special. I dress poorly, but that's because I am poor. I have been raised and taught that I am a nobody and never will be a somebody. As for my mother. She's long gone. She was the only smart one in this situation. I wish I could leave but no such luck would ever come my way. Never.

I am 16 years old and a cutter. Of course it's my secret and no one has or will ever know. I started cutting when I was 7. When all the abuse started. When my mom left Charlie without any fair warning, he took out his anger on me, a poor defense-less little seven year old. I was too little to remember much, and because of the supposed trauma I have also block out parts of my non-existent childhood I don't remember or don't want to remember.

I mostly dress in dark colors, but on the occasional happy day I wear the brightest thing possibly imaginable. Now as I get ready for school I wear black. All black. I was pissed, last night from Charlie's little session's has left me an emotional wreck. I was the farthest thing away from happy. His session's are when he beats me and leaves me alone to suffer from his doings. He took my innocence away from me when I was merely 8 years of age.

*Flashback*

"Hey Bells wanna play with me?" I knew his games. His games never ended well on my behalf. I shook my head carefully avoiding to make him angrier.

"No daddy, I'm tired, I want to go to sleep…" He cut me off annoyed.

"Bellsy-wellsy you know you wanna play with daddy, oh baby come here!" What on earth was he doing, he sounded happy.

I crept closer wanting to know why he was sounding like he was, I got to my room and he was sitting there in his boxers on my bed. "D-dad? Why are you in here?"

"Is it wrong to want to play with my little girl?"

I shook my head no.

I wanted to make him happy. So I asked what we were going to play.

He slowly walked over to me and slapped me across my face then blindfolded me. I started steadily crying without making a sound. If I made noises he took pleasure in that. He roughly un-dressed me and laid me on my bed.

*End Flashback*

Wasn't my life just peachy? Not. Today was my first day of sophomore year. Which was going to be hell. Why? Because I was the weird kid in school. The only emo ever here I guess. The loner. The outcast. I think you get it. I didn't have any friends. I glanced in my mirror brushed my light brown hair quickly then took off to school.

I had a feeling I was going to be late.

But I wasn't. I got there as soon as the bell rang and took my seat in Art class. It was all intro on what we were going to be doing. Myself I wanted to be a charcoal artist one day if not a photographer. I was the example when most people said only kids with emotional and family problems drew good. I believed that highly.

Mr. Danzig was my father's friend so of course he knew what Charlie was up to everyday. Did he stop it? Hell no! Occasionally he would join in on whatever Charlie had planned for me. But owell, I knew I deserved it.

Classes were good up until lunch that's when I was called down to the principal's office.

"Hello Swan!" Mr. Ashkov said extending his hand for me to shake. "I bet you're wondering 'what brings you here' am I correct?"

I shook my head.

"Well since you have the highest GPA you've qualified for one of the most amazing experiences ever."

"And that might be?" I pushed him.

"Here here's some pamphlets to look at."

"Foreign exchange?" I quirked an eyebrow at him. "And do you honestly think I could make it way out to," I looked at it again. "Forks?"

"Yes I honestly do, and it lasts for the remaining term from age of 16-18, so if you like it there by the time you're legal you can stay."

"I think I have to have a talk with my dad first, sound good?"

"Very good Bella, deadlines in one week, have it to me by then and we can schedule everything?"

"Ok, bye Mr. Ashkov." I stood and left his office, only to glance down to the pamphlet, Forks, Washington. I wonder what this 'Washington' might be? And the name of my host family would be Cullen.

I looked at the family picture they sent for me. The hottest chick in the world, and I don't go that way, she was just so stunningly beautiful. A short pixie-like girl, she looked like she ran on energy drinks, so hyper looking. A curly haired blonde circled his arms around pixie-girl's tiny waist. Then there was the largest, he reminded me of a gigantic teddy bear though. I caught a look of the bronzed haired beauty. He has to be the hottest guy on the planet. I shall call him carrot head.

The family's parents stood in front of them all. They looked like the family I never had.

Okay, so we had 'Super model,' 'Pixie-girl,' 'ladies man,' 'Teddy Bear,' 'Carrot,' and the parents.

Man I wanted this more than anything. I just hope Charlie would agree…

Yupp this is where I end this story. [obviously] This is short because this is the preface. I would love some story ideas… and if I should keep writing this?

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