A/N: Yes I still am alive. I just haven't gotten the urge to write in forever. I don't know whether it's writers block or just plain laziness ; Anyways, this is my first attempt at a song fic so I hope you enjoy.

Note: Told in Raven's POV. This is kinda my opinion mixed with Raven's.

Disclaimer: I do not own Teen Titans nor did I write the song "I Want to Know You More"

I sat there on the couch trying to read what had captured my interest. The key word there is 'trying'. And my trying was failing miserably.

Those flashing lights. Those plastic characters. That predictable plot.

But most of all. All that noise.

All that blaring, unnecessary, pointless noise.

It was driving me on the brink of insanity. Did Beast Boy and Cyborg even realize how loud that thing was?

I glanced up from my book and saw both Beast Boy and Cyborg staring blankly into the box's vortex. Unaware of the pizza on the coffee table slowly ruining, the fact that the air conditioning had been off for hours, or that both were producing a Niagara Falls like stream of drool.

I closed my book and took it under my arm as I headed out the room into my own. The only place where I could hope to find some kind of sanity.

I shut the door, put down my book, and got into position to meditate.

I slowly repeated those three words that would give me back my sanity.

"Azarath, Metrione, Zenthos"

I shut my eyes concentrating on those three words.

Unfortunately, my concentration was interrupted by someone knocking at my door.

Oh that noise. That blaring, unnecessary, pointless noise.

I opened my door to find Beast Boy.

"What?" I said.

"umm…what are you doing in your room? Weren't you just watching TV with us?"

'Wow it took him that long to realize that?'

"Correction. I was trying to read. You were watching TV"

"Umm…right…uh….so what are you doing now?"

I raised an eyebrow, confused by the normally annoying, loudmouth Beast Boy. Why was he trying so hard to have a conversation that consisted more of "Go away" or "What do you want?"

"Meditating" I said bluntly

"Why?"

"Excuse me?"

"Why do you always meditate?"

I paused. This was a deep subject and I wasn't exactly sure if I wanted him to know.

"To concentrate"

That was only half of it.

"oh ok. Just wondering"

With that Beast Boy turned and walked away.

I leaned back against the door wondering to myself if I had said the right thing.

'Should I have told him?'

I shook my head. I'll tell him…I'll tell all of them…someday.

But for now, I was happy with reading my book.

I flipped between the two testaments and started reading. As I read, a song came to me…

In the secret, In the quiet place

In the stillness you are there

In the secret, In the quiet hour I wait only for you

Cuz I want to know you more…..

This was my reason.

A/N: In case you didn't realize her reason for meditating is so she can be with God in her secret place. Reviews will greatly be accepted.