"Tomoyo I want him to know," Sakura whispered her plush cherry lips pressed together to hold back tears. "He should know I am carrying his child," she whimpered tears falling down her face the first time that morning. Her rosey red cheeks showed she was warm and that she needed rest. Sadly she pushed herself all the time that way she could try and find Syaoran even though it never worked.

"Sakura Eriol is trying his hardest with a tracking spell, its just Syaoran moves to fast when he knows he's being tracked," Tomoyo replied frowning and going over to her. "Come you need rest," she whispered helping her back inside and having her sit down in a comfortable chair.

xX Sakura's POV Xx

IT had been months since Syaoran had left thinking I would never wake from the coma. In every way I wanted him to hold me, to tell me we would be together like he had promised all those nights ago. It seemed like it would never come now. In my heart I was alone there was no place for me to be.

"Sakura cheer up you'l be having the baby soon aren't you excited about that?" Tomoyo asked me making me lift my head up and looking at her deep velvet eyes. "You'll have a baby o take care of and it'll be so cute," she whispered with a small giggle. She looked forward to my child unlike me. It was one thing I regretted, I knew I would lvoe the child. It just hur tthinking it was Syaoran's and my child and he wasn't here to help. "Sakura snap out of it please, there's nothing wrong," she whispered as she started to brush my hair.

Sighing I looked back down at my large stomach. "Tomoyo he'll never know, SYaoran will never see our child," I stated tears coming down my face. I had many sleepless night becayse of this one thing. It hur tmy heart greatly and if it wasn't for the baby I would have let it control my life. "Tomoyo the baby will be due soon I don't know if I could go on," I stated before I saw the hurt and sadness come across her face.

"Sakura never think like that, Syaoran left and that's that, he shouldn't come back after the hur the put in your heart," Tomoyo stated she seemed to be rather upset about it just differently then me. "If he crushed your heart you shouldn't wlecome him back so easily," she added hugging me and smiling. "You're my best friend and I want the best for you," she added before I nodded my head and took in a breath. "I am sorry," she whispered to me, she understood it was hard on me.

"I should get going thought I told my mom I would help her with the garden," I stated, it was a lie and i hoped Tomoyo took it. It was now late winter the only garden we had was inside and so small mother didn't need my help taking care of it. "I am sorry again," I whispered to her wanting her to know that I was looking out for her as well. She had dropped a lot to help me throught this and I wanted her to know it didn't go unnoticed.

Getting up I walked out of my room without waiting for her reply I didn't want to wait, I just wanted to leave. Walking into the courtyard, I took in a breath the cold air making my now long light brown hair blow in the wing. "This was how it was going to be for a little longer, and I hoped for the best for my child when he or she would be born. PUtting my hood over myhead I walked to a part of the palace wall that had fallen from the battle months before.

"This place is still falling apart because of me," I muttered before jumping the wall and now on a dirt path that weaved to a place I only knew. "My quiet place," I whispered to no one, this was the only place I could think without having someone bug me about the baby or how I am feeling.

Soon coming to a cliff I smiled the ocean right below me this was how it was going to be for a while. NOrmally I stood here for hours just thinking or rubbing my stomach telling the baby I would love him or her more then I loved anyone else. That's what I was going to do anyway. Watching the su nstart to set I knew another day was coming to a close, an ending I didn't want for this day. Taking in one more breath the only name I whispered was, "Syaoran."

Ok everyone here is the first chapter to my sequal. I hope you like it I worked long and hard on it. Tel me what you think and I might just put up the second chapter.