I Love You So

by Nymphora

Mas-och-ism. Noun. A willingness or tendency to subject oneself to unpleasant or trying experiences. Bella wants Edward to drink her blood as much as he does, doesn't she?

Maybe, no, for sure, I want this

Like I want blood, gun, bullets flying through me,

And carving your thoughts so delicately,

Dedicatedly, viciously and lovingly,

Twisting me apart and I scream because I want it too,

And you pull me apart limb by limb,

With each tearing muscle whispering I love you so,

And I say it and cry that I adore you too,

More than the sun adores the moon when

Its sharp tip rips open the bright sky,

Letting the darkness in, gently but so violently,

And the stars pour in and kill the light,

And as it goes it screams I love you so,

More than the prey when its Master

Sinks its teeth into the flesh,

And blood, sweet, fresh blood -

Drink from me and live forever -

You devour it, ecstatic, and never before

Has such love bled through your veins,

Ripping them apart and, you turn back to

Submissive eyes that scream I love you so,

And every touch will tear me apart,

And I am ready and I am willing and I,

I want your marrow in my bones and your sin

Seeped so deeply into my flesh that

Heaven will never be able to seperate us,

Never again will you leave me and I leave you,

With my last breath, I'll bleed I love you so.