a new poem
Kurt close his eyes as he try to stop the sad memories
from running his mind again
it funny but it never work.
it still play and over and over
he can hear they laughed and twisted mocking at him
as they hit him,push him down in a wall and a cold locker
no one say anything as the kids that were near,
look down and walk away,
never doing anything to help
im alone,yet full with kids that
stay in silence.
this is my life , it goes like this
ever single day
it so sad
i have a father that love me,try so hard to strong like him
he accept me for me,
he didn't care that i was gay
but the buried feeling that i hide for many year
is still inside me
lock away from open light
never wanted to remember those hurtful word that break my heart apart
so much pain never easily to hide
never wanted my father to know how much i really been thought
because im me or different
im scared to go to school and face them again
but i have too
even when i never want to leave my room where im safe