It had been 6 months since Justin arrived at New York. His art connections had gotten him a job at an art gallery where he eventually hung his own art. He bought a loft in the east village and pretty much lived his life like a true New Yorker. It was Brian's birthday and he was on the first grey hound to Pittsburg. He laughed remembering a couple of months ago how Brian taunted him because he thought he would never ride on a grey hound. He had asked Hunter to pick him up from the bus station knowing that if he asked anyone else they would eventually tell Brian. The bus parked at the station and opened its doors letting in a gust of wind that engulfed Justin's lungs.

"Home sweet Pittsburg," he said to no one in particular.

As he descended the bus stairs slowly making sure not to miss any steps, he couldn't risk getting hurt this weekend. Standing a couple of feet away was a tall slender man with brown and hazel eyes. He had a look that said 'fuck the world' and he was proud of it. Brian Kinney was the most beautiful man Justin had ever seen, and most people would agree. He extended his arms at the sight of Justin, waiting for the shocked blonde to come back to reality and hug him. Justin dropped his bag and embraced Brian taking in every detail and smell. The smell of cologne and cigarettes that he loved so much; he imagined that smell every day but obviously never did it justice. Brian took Justin's face in his hands and their lips touched. They both moaned, they wanted that kiss for weeks. Last time they saw each other was at Justin's gallery opening that Brian wasn't going to miss for the work. Brian picked Justin's bag up and headed for the car.

Justin climbed into the car and frowned, "So tell me Mr.Kinney who told you and how did you convince Hunter to let you come get me instead of him?"

Brian smirked and picked Justin's hand up while keeping the other on the steering wheel, "My dear sunshine when will you learn the Novotney house hold, holds no secrets. Hunter had to tell dear daddy Michael where he was going on this fine evening and of course Mikey told me. As for Hunter it was actually quiet easy to convince him." Brian thought for a minute that it was actually too easy.

"Well, I'm glad I guess. I missed you," Justin raised Brian's hand to his mouth and kissed it lightly.

"Oh yeah, How much?" Brian laughed.

Justin leaned over kissing Brian's neck. Brian kept his eyes on the road as best he could, trying not toyield to every touch. Then as soon as Justin was sure they hit a red light, he leaned over more grabbing Brian's cock which had been hard already. A slight moan escaped Brian's mouth, which made Justin smile.

"Is that enough Mr.Kinney?" Justin smiled and kissed the side of Brian's face.

"Not even close, but wait until we get home I don't want an accident to happened before I've fucked you in every room of the loft." Brian squeezed Justin's hand trying to be casual, but at the same time trying not to reveal how much he actually missed Justin.

Justin sat back and smiled, "Ever the Romantic."

As they got close to the loft the sexual tension between them grew even more intense. Brian gripped the steering wheel harder and finally they were home. Forgetting Justin's bag, Brian chased Justin up the stairs to busy and horny to wait for the elevator. Brian thrusted Justin onto the door and kissed him fiercely forcing his hand down Justin pants and feeling his cock go instantly hard. Brian opened the door with his other hand.

"SURPRISE!"

Everyone was there from Ben, Michael, and Hunter to Lindsey, Melanie, J.R., and Gus. Debbie and Carl, Drew and Emmett, Ted and Blake and even Jennifer and Tucker showed up. Brian pulled his hand out of Justin's pants and Justin thought of everything he could to make his dick go down.

"Ha! I told you they would come in half naked of at least starting to fuck. Well you dumb fuck happy freaking birthday. 36 who knew the day would come." Debbie walked over and hugged Brian and that's when everyone else thought it was fine.

"Daddy," Gus ran into Brian's arms embracing him.

"Wow Sonny boy, if you keep getting any bigger I don't think I will be able to carry you anymore," Brian kissed the little boys forehead and smiled.

"Daddy guess what? Me and J.R. got you a gift." Gus picked up a gift from the table and handed it to Brian. Brian walked over to the couch and unwrapped the present. Inside was a photo album with pictures of Brian and Gus and a couple of Brian and J.R. Brian turned the pages smiling at each picture as it went on. There were pictures of Gus's first day of kindergarten in Toronto. Memories that Brian wished he was part of.

"Daddy do you like it?"

"No Sonny Boy, I love it," Brian took Gus in his arms and hugged him.

"Who knew Brian Kinney could show such emotion," Melanie said from the other couch with J.R. in her arms.

"Well my dear Muncher times change yah know." Brian smirked and went back to the album.

Lindsey walked over and sat next to Melanie, "Did you see the picture Justin drew in there."

Brian turned to the last page where there was a drawing. Gus was in Brian's arms with Justin sitting next to him playing with Gus' hair. Lindsey and Melanie were holding Jenny Rebecca while Michael and Ben looked over their shoulders; even Hunter was on the floor playing his game boy. Justin came over and sat on the arm of the chair.

"You Like it Brian?" Justin smiled seeing that the older man was close to tears. "Aw don't cry we will have our fuck-a-thon later, " he whisper so only Brian could hear.

"Its good and I don't cry." Brian said taking a deep breath.

"Its fucking brilliant and you know it" Justin squeezed Brian's arm and went back to talking to Drew.

"Alright. Now in honor of the great and fuckable Brian Kinney me and my lovely grandson," she said while giving a tight squeeze to Hunter, "have made a fucking awesome cake."

As soon as she said cake Michael wheeled out a cake that could feed 200, in the shape of a penis and in balls were the numbers 3 and 6. Brian shook his head at the number and Justin put his arm around his shoulder.

"Its not that old yah know," he smiled and kissed the side of Brian's face.

Everyone began to sing Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday dead Brian Happy Birthday to you. After that Brian blew out his cake not revealing his wish no matter how much Justin 'persuaded' him. Lindsey began to cut and distribute the cake.

Brian walked over to Hunter at the couch and Justin sat on his lap smiling.

"So Hunter is this why it was so easy to persuade you to let me pick Justin up?"

"Well yah know," Hunter smiled and put his arms behind his head.

"Yeah thanks for being such a snitch Hunter I really wanted to surprise him, but this is good too." Justin added that last part seeing Hunter's face fall.

Gus came over and sat on Brian's lap with a slice of cake in his hand.

"Mama told me to ask you to help me eat the cake but I'm six years old and I'm not a baby like Jenny Rebecca but I told her I don't mind cause I like being with my daddy." Gus smiled and began to take another bite out of the cake.

Brian chuckled, "I like being with you too Sonny boy. Which Mama told you to come over here anyway?"

Gus looked up at him confused, "I only have one Mama," he pointed to Lindsey, "and that's my Mommy." He pointed to Melanie this time. "You are my daddy," he gave Brian a kiss on the cheek, "and you," he pointed to Justin, "are my cool uncle Justin." Gus smiled at him before returning to his slice of cake.

"Yep," said Justin. "And then you have your Grandma Debbie, and Carl I guess. You're Uncles Emmett Ted Blake and Drew, lets not forget your Uncles Ben and Michael. And you're Cousin Hunter."

"Mhm, and Grandma Jenny and Tucker." Gus smiled again devouring the last piece. He hopped off his dads lap and went to persuade his mom for another slice.

Justin laughed and leaned into Brian kissing his chin. They sat their as people came and went asking about New York or talking about their lives a bit. Justin realized every time someone mentioned Babylon or clubbing Brian threw them a 'shut up' look which he was going to investigate later. By 11 most of the kids were tired and people had to work the next day. Lindsey promised to stop by tomorrow to help with the clean up. Brian picked up a sleeping Gus from his bed and headed down to the rented car Mel and Lindsey got. After putting Gus in the car he said good night to Melanie and turned to face Lindsey wrapping his arms around her.

"I wish you never had to leave Wendy. How do I survive without you?" Lindsey smiled and kissed Brian.

"Peter you do just find, besides you have the lost boys to help you along." She got into the car and they drove off to Michael and Ben's house where they were staying.

Brian rode the elevator up trying to beat his exhaustion by picturing Justin naked. He smiled at that thought and opened the door. There was Justin on the bed 'Perfect' he thought. Brian kneeled behind Justin kissing his neck and putting his hands under Justin's shirt, pleased for the skin on skin contact. He saw a bag in Justin's hand which Justin examined deeply.

"What's that sunshine?"

"You're Gift."

"You're enough of a gift for me. Besides you have to save your money." Brian kept kissing the blonde though.

Justin handed him the gift, "Here though after Gus' gift I don't think this one will hold up to it."

Brian smiled and took the gift from him, "I'm sure I will love it." He pulled a small box out of the bag and inside was a ring that was engraved its only time love is forever bj.

Brian turned the ring over in his hand. Justin hesitantly grabbed the ring and slipped it onto Brian's finger. Frowning a bit Brian was reminded of what he would have worn for the rest of his life if the wedding would have gone through. Justin looked at Brian's face worried that he made the wrong decision, maybe he should have given him the painting instead. 'Ugh' why had he been so stupid as to give Brian a romantic symbol?

"You know," Justin had to take a deep breath his voice was cracking and he knew by Brian's face that he could tell. "I love you, and I-I just wanted to show you that . . ." Brian kissed Justin.

"I love it," 'and I love you' Brian thought but wasn't able to say. "Its just it reminded me of ..."

"The wedding," 'crap Justin thought' "I didn't mean to. I just saw it and thought of what you told me that day." He turned to face Brian, "I know you said you didn't want to be with someone who sacrifices themselves and calls it love but now it's different. I have my gallery there which Cameron running it and all I really need in my life is … you" Justin frowned down playing with the sheets. Brian pulled Justin's shirt off and began to kiss his chest lingering a while on the nipple piercing he secretly loved. Brian unzipped Justin's pants and his tongue played at the opening making Justin moan. Brian ripped his jeans completely off. Justin arched his back needing Brian in him or vise versa. Brian's lips wrapped around Justin's cock tending to its every need. Brian tried something new a trick tried a while ago.

"Oh god! Where did you learn that from? Fuck Brian Fuck I need you in me NOW!"

Brian smiled, "That's the plan" and went back to working on Justin's cock. Justin finally came and Brian kissed his way back to Justin's lips. "I want you to stay more than you know, but I wont let you sacrifice anything for me no matter how much," 'I love you, oh fuck Brian grow some balls' he thought. "No matter how much I love you." He went back to kissing Justin, leaving him lost in thought. Justin kissed Brian absent mindedly and finally pulled Brian's face away and sat up. Brian ran his hand through his hair.

"Brian fucking Kinney when will you understand the only thing I have ever sacrificed is you, and that kills me. I can still be an artist in Pittsburg yah know. It doesn't cost that much to send my paintings to New York." Justin sighed knowing what Brian was going to say. He frowned, his eyes glazed with tears and he took Brian's hand and kissed it. "You can't make me leave you. I am as stubborn as you remember."

Brian smiled and pulled Justin into his arm kissing the blonde's forehead, "Oh I know. I just want to make sure that you are sure about this, because if you are than I don't see any reason we should ..."

"Postpone the wedding any longer. You read my mind." Justin turned in Brian's arms and kissed him passionately. Justin smiled and got up leaving Brian wanting more.

"Where the fuck do you think your going?" Brian got up and followed Justin into the kitchen.

"I have a fucking wedding to plan duh."

What they hadn't realized was that Lindsey had let herself in so she could begin the cleaning. They both turned to see her shocked face and the word 'wedding'.

"You're getting married … again?!" Here is the story no matter how much Lindsey loved Brian and Justin she always feared that when they got married she was going to loose her best friend, her 'Peter'.

Justin and Brian looked at each other and shrugged smiling at her and nodding. They told her about their conversation and Lindsey told them how she thought it was wonderful and she would help anyway she could. They told her they would clean up and they would be by Deb's for diner. While closing the door Brian grabbed Justin's cock.

"Now where were we?"

"Planning a wedding I believe. First we need to find the golden gardenias and then fuck we have to send invitations out and the rings and …" Brian had wrapped his arms around Justin and kissed him.

"RELAX SUNSHINE. You're always trying to stress yourself out. We will call Emmett, I'm sure he would love to plan the whole thing. Come on lets go take a shower, I promised Gus we would take him to the park today."