Pain.
All I feel is pain.
Pure. Raw. Pain.
Mental pain. Physical pain.
Pain.
Hurt.
Trauma.
Aches.
Chronic pain.
Throbbing pain.
REAL pain.
It's real.
It hurts
It hurts BAD.
I can't distinguish real from fake.
Am I alive?
Dead?
Somewhere in between?
Look at me.
Look.
At.
Me.
Does this make you happy.
Does it fill you with pleasure.
Look my in the eyes.
Do you see my pain.
Do you even KNOW what you did?
Look in my soul.
Do you see the damage?
The lack of spirit?
Does this give you happiness?
A sense of.
Fulfillment?
Why.
Why did you do this.
Why end another's life?
Why do it?
Don't say "Why not."
Think.
Think about it.
You did this.
You caused this.
You started this.
You DID this.
I'm not going to stop.
Not until you feel this pain.