Diamond
Prologue
A love can be distant. It can be close. The matter of love is in a hand of one and crushed by another. Guess why I'm visiting a brother foe who separated me and Rome.
1: Ancient Again
"My love,
I write to you in peace at mind. Do not hate me for staying away from you. As you know Cauis is furious with me. If you could go tame your brother I would come to you in Washington faster than you can miss me. I love you.
Rome"
I knew this was a chance for me and Rome to be together. Unthinkingly I left the note on the table. You'll never guess who found it. Emmett. He thought that Rosalie was having a AFFAIR with MY ROME! He is so dumb. I took the note from him showed him the top that said "Apple" on it. After I left I heard screaming from those two. Ah, sweet music to my ears.
I left on the latest flight to Italy and ran from the airport to my brothers in an hour. "Cauis!!" I yelled.
"A-. What is your name now?" he asked
"Apple."
"Oh, come in sister!" he said
"Stop hunting ROME!"I yelled
"No."
"STOP
IT!"
"NO!!!"
I got ready to tear his head off but then he ripped off my hand. I screamed in pain he left and threw the hand at me. Pain was the only thing I felt. Pain for Rome. Pain at my wrist. Pain for every mistake I have made. Pain for a lost love. Pain for Revenge.
2: Pains
I got home at 7 am. NO school anymore. One less pain. I went to Carlisle to ask him if there is anyway to attach my hand. Again like my finger he said no. Two more pains. I went to my room. I stared at my ceiling that had a picture of my favorite view of Forks. Instead of a little picture it covered my ceiling. I grabbed black paint and a paint brush and painted my wall nearest the window to show the pains I felt. Fifty-six pains.
Pain in my wrist
Pain for Rome
Pain for lost loves
Pain for Aro
Pain for Bella
Pain for Athena
Pain for the sting
Pain for the burining
Pain for the finger
Pain in genral
Pain for Edward
Pain for greif
Pain for a hand
Pain for a head
Pain for Esme
Pain for Alice
Pain for Jasper
Pain for Emmett
Pain for Rosalie
Pain for Jacob
Pain for Pain
Pain for life
Pain for Death
Pain for Cauis
Pain for Marcus
Pain for Didyme
Pain for Athenodora
Pain for Sulpicia
Pain for Alec
Pain for Demetri
Pain for Jane
Pain for Renata
Pain for Santiago
Pain for Garrett
Pain for James
Pain for Victoria
Pain for Charlie
Pain for Renee
Pain for Stephan
Pain for Vladamir
Pain for Irina
Pain for Laurent
Pain for Kate
Pain for Tanya
Pain for Eleazar
Pain for Carmen
Pain for Maggie
Pain for Seth
Pain for Billy
Pain for Zafrina
Pain for Mortality
Pain for Afrodite
Pain for Hera
Pain for Zeus
Pain for my family
Pain for all the pain in people
3: Unhappy Birthday Bella!
"Alice don't you think that this is a little too much? I mean she's only 18!" I said.
"ONLY 18????!!!!!" Alice yelled.
" I'm sure she'll love it anyways." said Esme in her caring voice.
" Alice, If she freaks out and has an accident..." I trailed off
"No worries there sister, she is not going to screw up, or else." she said adding a growl at the end.
"Good luck with that, I have to wrap my present." I said and walked off to the stairs. For Bella I got her a present of lemon and lavender perfume, I learned that the essences block out smell of blood. Edward will love me. Maybe Jacob will want some. With my calligraphy pen I wrote on the tag:
TO: Bella Swan
From: Apple Cullen
Use IMMEDIATELY!
I wrapped it in lavender wrapping paper. The present also included a notebook that said : mortal days (Bella). With a black pen. I went to curl my carrot colored hair. I put on my black glasses and left the room with the present. I took one look at the living room and knew that Alice messed up. Big time
Fifty two burning glazed pink candles with glass vases. I put my present with the others and waited for Bella with everyone. Soon the door opened to Bella and Edward. Bella with a jaw dropping stare around the living room and Edward looking embarrassed whispered something to Bella that made her smile. "Happy Birthday Dear!" said Esme who gave her a hug. Alice looked at Jasper who grabbed Emmett and left through the back window.
"Open your presents Bella!" Alice said. The first one she opened was mine and she put on the lavender scent and relieved us all. Edward mouthed thank you to me as everyone else. Next was the car radio that was being installed as we speak. Then Esme and Carlisle's when disaster hit, of all things she cut her finger. In a blink you'd miss it and all you would hear is a boom, crash and muffled thunk. Boom: Edward threw Bella to the wall, Smash: Bella hits a glass vase that went into her arm causing MORE blood to spill, and the struggling: Jasper lunged and Rose, Em, and I grabbed him and dragged him away. I followed Jasper to the woods and tried to calm him down. Jasper needed to hunt. Badly.
4: Leaving
After the incident we decided to leave Forks. I was going to England to hunt down Rome. I packed up my things and prepared to become a nomad again. I can't bear to think this again so Carlisle took my things to Cali so I would have a place to come back to. This is an addition of pain to the family list. Good bye Forks, my home, my second love, I must overcome this pain. I got on the next plane to England.
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9: Words again
I can finally stop writing in code. In England this is how they make me write. Now that I know Rome is safe. Edward is with Bella again and I am farther away from Rome. We moved back to Forks. My journal is running out of room so I will just say this: I have no right arm anymore. (THANKS A LOT CAUIS!!!)