Empty by Kurouhiyo143
This is a songfic about one of my favorite mangas which I have read a couple of times.
Disclaimer: Absolute Boyfriend (Zettai Kareshi) is not mine. Yuu Watase does. )
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It is raining outside. It seems like it will never stop. In between the sound of the pouring rain there is a muffled sound of crying, the crying never stops, just like the angered weather. It is as if the clouds are sad just like the girl who cannot stop crying and felt numb on the inside. This is Riiko Izawa, a girl who falls in love with so many men yet only gives her heart and soul to Night Tenjou.
Tried to take a picture of love,
Didn't think I'd miss her that much,
I want to fill this new frame but it's empty.
Riiko slowly get up from her bed while tears are still streaming down his eyes. Sorrow was written all over her beautiful face. As she picked up a picture of her and her only love, Night, memories of the two of them together was all she could think of.
Tried to write a letter in ink,
It's been better I think.
I got a piece of paper but it's empty,
It's empty.
She slowly took a piece of paper by her study table and a pen. She tried to write a letter dedicated to Night. Trembling, she slowly writes:
To my dearest Night,
I know you couldn't possibly read this letter but I need to say this 'cause I am hurting all inside. I need to let it all out or else I'm going to die slowly. I felt so numb inside. Why did you have to leave me? I love you Night and I cannot bear to live without you. I miss all the times we are together. Why did you have to leave me? Why, Night? Why?
Maybe we're trying, trying to hard,
Maybe we're torn apart,
Maybe the timing is beating our hearts.
We're empty.
Tears streaming, Riiko couldn't take it anymore. She just wants to see Night, touch Night, and feel Night. Numb inside, she started to go back to bed and tried hard to sleep. It's the first time in months that she felt unsafe. Without the man she loves. Without the man who truly cares for her. Without Night, she felt empty.
If we should be getting under these sheets,
We could lie on this bed.
But it's empty,
It's empty.
Slowly, she tried to sleep. She slowly closed her tired eyes. 'I need to get through this', she thought. 'But I can't. I love Night. I love him so much. He is the only Zettai Kareshi for me. I love you Night, I love you.'
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A/N: Yeah, I know. It's kind of dramatic, or maybe a lot. It's my first fanfic and I'm trying my best to write good stuffs. Please bear with me and send me reviews. Thanks!