I'm so tired of being here
Supressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

'Why does he have to do this to me? I know that he moved on, but what if I haven't? Maybe I have, but for some reason, he's still there. Waiting and watching for me to fall, or is he? Its bothering me..' Tifa looked up and could see that this would be a long day at Tifa and Vincent's Bar.

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

'This has been happening so long. Tifa, you need to let it go, if you don't you might just..' Suddenly she dropped a glass full of booze because of her frustration. She quickly cleaned it up and served her customer.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

'Cloud, I was always there for you. I helped you through everything. Even when we were kids, I was there for you. And look at us now, here I am wanting and waiting and there you are.. already moved on..' Tifa silently rehearsed her speech to him.

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind

'Even back then Cloud when we were kids I had to wait for you, when you left me so many times, I was right there waiting, wasn't I? But look what's happening to me now.. I'm still stuck there'

Your face it hurts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

Tifa looked up at the sky, she couldn't believe she just walked out on so many customers making Marlene take charge.. But that didn't matter to her right now. 'I remember when I used to dream about you, then everything that I dreamed of, everything that you became seemed to drive those things away. With the people you brought with you..'

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along...

'Tifa, you need to stop. He's already gone, and you know it. How many times do I have to tell myself this? How many times? Too many times but either way.. he's still there and I still cant reach him..' She looked as her eyes showed her an imaginary Cloud walking with an image of Aeris down the road nearby.