a/n this is hopefully my 1st story I'm going to keep, I've got about 5 chapters planned but reviews might make me decide other wise good or bad.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything to do with hsm its characters of cast.

I do own:

The plot

Chelsea

Kim

Lauren

Lexie

December 27th 08

Dear diary...

I haven't written in ages. All with the move in 2 months and Christmas I couldn't find my time to write.

Christmas was good, I gota great book called Heidi (don't own) it's about a girl who has to live with her grandfather in the Swiss Alps, I also got some makeup and assorted colours of miniskirts and glitzy tops from mami there not really my style but recently she's been trying to make me more glitzy girlie so I wore one to please her, it looked ok but I will stick to my jeans and sweaters.

One of mami's friends from high school came down to see us I don't remember there surnames but the woman, Lucille was lovely, I don't really know her and she brought me a Christmas present, it was a lovely music box of a girl on stage with the theme tune to hopelessly devoted to you (don't own) from grease, my favourite musical. Her husband jack tried to crack jokes which he found hilarious, I laughed along though they weren't funny at all. They have a little girl called lexie who is 5 and she is adorable she asked me to do her hair while she giggles and talked about a boy names Roy who I later found out was her older brother, he wasn't here because some emergency with a boy named vlad I think it was or Chad something like that.



During dinner I didn't feel too good so mami excused me, I went to lie down for a bit with my laptop. Recently I've been going on this chatroom called secret passion for singing there's a lot of people like me who love singing but get nervous. I met this guy in the chatroom. He seemed nice but you can never tell with the internet. His screen name is hidingfromlife01, we've told each other our ages and what country we live in and also what school we both go too but not our names. I don't know why but he told me not to tell him my name, so he knows me as stage-fright-singer and that's not much to go by. With any other boy I would be thinking 'so he knows I'm a little singer who can't sing on stage great' but he seems...different. He lives in Albuquerque with his mum, dad and little sister, he has 1 dog and 3 fish, his favourite colours are red and white. He said he's quite tall with a decent body built, brown hair, blue eyes. The best part is he understand me, we both have friends who think were just in our clichés, being a jock or a cheerleader or a braniac etc, but we both love to sing. He's defiantly my type; although I'm not one for guys he seems too good to be true. Probably is! Tomorrow me, Chelsea, Kim and Lauren are going shopping, were having a sleepover before I leave, with the football game and tests at school we won't get a chance to hang out much.

Were moving to Albuquerque maybe dream boy is just around the corner?? Who knows what the future holds.

Just a little message to fait 'I've got brown hair, brown eyes and I normally wear blue, black or red. Remember me please!!'

Bye for now your one and only

Gabriella xoxoxox

2 months later

I don't want much in life. My family and friends is all I need. I still had my mom but I'm leaving all of my friends behind.

Flashback

We were all crying clinging on to each other as if one of us might evaporate. But in a strange way that's what I'm doing: evaporating from my life here, from my friends and my school.

"Were going to miss you gabsi"

Chelsea my best friend, we've been together since kindergarten when she beat up this guy who took my red crayon.

"Yeh gabs, it's not going to be the same without you.



That was Kim, her and Lauren were best friends and we all got together and made a group of four.

" We don't want you to go Gabi" Lauren said.

Our group was falling apart and it was my entire fault. The Indi's was not more.

"Our groups not going to be the same without you gabsi" Chelsea cried " one last Indi handshake?"

We all put our hands in the middle for the last time.

"4" Chelsea said through tears.

"3" I go.

"2" that was Kim.

"1" then Lauren

" Never fall out have some fun..Individuals wooh"

Then I left them.

End flash back

That the last time I saw them, my best friends. That the memory ill have of them. Us the Indi group, all Individuals.

"Mija come on we've got to get going or we'll miss our plane"

That was mami, were moving today. Goodbye house, goodbye life, goodbye friends.

" Coming mami" I'm fighting back tears.

As I walk down stairs and see all the boxes 'Gabriella's clothes, Gabriella's shoes, Gabriella's books' it finally hit me. Were MOVING I am NEVER going to see Chelsea again or Kim or Lauren or the cute boy next door with his adorable Labrador, I won't ever hear the milkman at 3am coming whistling the tune to thunderbirds (don't own) or when it's a storm the wind against my window coming in through little cracks we never got round to fixing making it impossible to sleep. I'm never going to see my house again ever. Goodbye LA.

" Mija, you ok?"

"Fine mami, just fine" and then I'm out of my house in to the taxi and to the airport.

Goodbye old life.



A/n arrrh it's really bad I've written and re-written it over and over again. I've got the idea of what I want to write but I can't...write it down  please review and tell me what you think and if I should continue and please tell me how I can improve !!

Popz x