SUMMARY: After 8 weeks of Augustus being dead , Hazel being the same little sad teenager . But one night after she has gone to bed and woken up again , her love Gus is standing at her door with a smile and big explanation . But would it be a dream or real life ? Can it be a nightmare or her best wish yet ? but how long will it last ? how long will she last ? find out here in Once Upon A Dream .
ONCE UPON A DREAM
Hazel was just finished her dinner, it wasn't the same without Gus , she wasn't in the mood for a walk or eating, she was in the mood for death though . After Gus died everything that Hazel could think about death was there really another side and if there was could she be with her true love ? Of course my mom was following me everywhere , she was scared that I could take my life just because I didn't have anything waiting for me . Of course you could tell me that my parents are there for me , yes yes they are but they could live without me . Either way my heart will stop just like Augustus , my pain will stop and I wont feel again . I will be buried under the ground and with memories and my little black dress that doesn't fit anymore . I will be buried in a commentary , flowers will be put there and they will die . My parents will die too and those flowers or little speeches to my grave will be gone . So now I am laying on my bed as I look at the stars painted on my room ,I look at my phone and see is 10:30 . At this time I would been calling Augustus and will just be talking about our fight against cancer but know I can just cry and play with my hands until sleep comes to me .
" Hey Gus, um I know you probably can't hear me but just know that I miss you and I love you . My parents are fine , Isac is okay he is still fighting the loneliness . We all are , Its boring without you . Your parents are alright , its weird seeing your shoes and jacket just hanging there in the front of the house . It gives me hope that you are waiting for me downstairs for me , but when I run to the basement I see that you are not there . Your bed still not made everything has not been moved but I just lay down on your bed and wrap your blankets around me thinking that its you hugging me . But I have to realize that you aren't coming back and that hurts but you know that I may just be coming back to you . My doctor said that my lungs are giving out and that they don't have much life in them . But yeah I hope I will be seeing you later , stay with please and take care of yourself ." I give a little chuckle and just shake my head ." Okay ?...'' As I say that word I swear I hear in the distance an " Okay Hazel Grace.''
In the Morning , I wake up and I stretch . I smile at the sunshine that is entering my room , I look outside and see that its very quite . At this time of the day I will hear birds signing outside , I took the BIPBAP off and got myself ready . I called for my parents no response , that's weird if I called them they would be here in a second but not today . I made my way downstairs and made my breakfast , maybe they were asleep . I made some eggs and toast not in the feeling for a heavy breakfast as I ate lonely my mind went and wonder to Augustus . I heard a knock on the door and I rolled my eyes as I got up to answer the door , the person in the other side of the door was a bit impatient .
" I am Coming Okay?!''
That made them stop as I made my way quickly to the door and I opened it , there he was my love , my Augustus standing all gentle with a smile on his face as he took me in . Of course me being the way I was , I slammed the door on his face . It was impossible he was dead , Was I dead? No I couldn't be ! I didn't say goodbye . I ran to go my room tripping on the staircase cause of my tank but I didn't care ,I could here him opening the door and calling " Hazel Grace ! " . I slammed the door of my room and curled up in the corner with the picture of him and I . I heard footsteps and I saw the bedroom door opening and I saw him standing there in his tux that he was buried in . I saw the lipstick marks that I left on his cheek when I kissed him in the funeral , I shake my head as he took a step closer and I screamed " DON'T COME CLOSE TO ME ! Y-y-you were d-dead .."
" Hazel Grace how much have I missed you .'' He whispered but it was his voice the same voice I feel in love with the voice that told me that everything was going to be okay , the voice I believed and the voice that died . I looked at him as he stroke my cheek and kneeled down so he was face to face with me .
"your not dead …...'' He said as he picked me up and gave a kiss .
" Then what is it ..''
'' Its me , Hazel Grace .. its me ''
" But you were dead ,I went to your funeral … I spoke on your funeral and I cried , Gus tell me what's happening ! " I said as the tears in my eyes were escaping , this was crazy! He even wrote me a letter , I am not crazy I told myself he is just a dream . At the same time I didn't want it to be a dream I wanted to be real .I wanted it to be real so I didn't have to suffer anymore , Maybe he never died . maybe it was all a nightmare it wasn't even dream it was nightmare .
" Hey .. yours okay , I am okay . We are both okay , now you need to sit down and I will explain as much as I can okay ? but you got to trust me ."
" okay."
'okay Hazel Grace."
THANK YOU! JOHN GREEN . I just finished reading The Fault in our Stars , I am still crying so I am sorry if this very crappy but it's a story that will keep on going until I think it has to end , I have 2 chapters right now . I want you guys to read the fault in our stars so I don't spoil it for you guys but just go and read it now! LOVE U GALS AND GUYS BYEBYE.