Keek

Boomer

It had to of been close to midnight. I had finally gotton away from everybody. The images from the past ran through my mind, and no matter how hard i tried, I could not get them out.

'Don't cry you f*cking wuss' I thought to myself, fighting back tears. I hated the fact that I was sensative, I hated that things got to me more then it gets to my brothers!, why did this have to happen to me!Why can'y I be strong, why can't the pain of being something useless go away!

The past hour rang through my mind.

*FLASHBACK*

We had just gotton out of a fight with those girls again. Of corse, as always they had won.

"WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS!" HIM shouted at us. "they are just girls, not only are they girls, but they are just as powerful as you!, COME ON YOU SEVENTEEN NOW!, AND YOU CAN'T EVEN HANDLE A COUPLE GIRLS!" he shouted even loader.

Butch rolled his eyes, and Brick sat up.

"Chill out! YOU havent exactly beaten them either!" Brick shouted back.

"I don't have too!, IM NOT THEIR COUNTERPARTS!" HIM shouted, wile becoming more, and more angry.

"Dude, calm down. ..I blame Boomer anyway" Butch mumured.

I raised my eyebrow and crossed my arms. "Of CORSE its all my fault! ISNT IT ALWAYS!" I snapped back, annoyedly.

"YES!" Brick shouted.

"Now, now" HIM tried, he did'nt like it when we fought. He prefered it when we where violent twords others rather than ourselves.

I ignored him.

"What?, it is NOT! BULLCRAP!YOUR the leader here, if anything it's YOUR fault for retreating!" I shouted at him. I hated it when they would team agnst me. They always did!

"Sorry bro, but your the one who ends up half dead, so in other words, brick NEEds to, for the sake of your life" Butch pointed out. He talked as if he was such a long shot, like he was most important, and I...I was nothing to him, or Brick.

I glared at him. "Nooo, At least IM not the one who ends up coming home as if Bloody Mary threw up all over me!" I snapped back at him frustratedly. "And you! Mr. Leaderboy!, not once in your life have you even laid a finger on Blossom, you just sit there and check her out!, Has it ever accored to you that NONE of them ever want to fight us! GROW UP GUYS! THEY ARE NOT BAD PEOPLE!, and neither should we!" ...and thats when i realized I had said the wrong thing.

Brick slapped me across the face, and Butch snickred. "So what?, you think WE should buddy up with those low-life bitches?,..tell me you where just overly angry!" Butch mouthed off.

"YES I'M YOUR LEADER, SO THAT MEANS, YOU TREAT ME WITH RESPECT!" Brick shouted as he slapped me again.

Just as he tured around again, I punched him. It felt good. As I did so, i shouted back. "YES, your my LEADER, But for hells sake Brick, your also my BROTHER!, B-R-O-T-H-E-R!, You NEVER acted like this until those girls wanted a truse, and guess what!, Your a real bad leader, horrable actaully, I HATE YOU, BOTH OF YOU!, at least Blossom treats her sisters with respect!, you two don't even work like a team!, and you know what!,...I quit!"

I really did'nt feel that way...Actaully, I hated myself for feeling so angry, like I should have left it go, but i could not help it. not anymore.

The ending was simple, Butch, and HIm left wordlessly, and Brick told me to get the hell out before he kills me, and that I was never anything to him, or Butch anyway.

I wanted to go home. It was freezing outside, and I had nothing but my jacket with 'RRB' spraypainted on it by Butch in a deep blue.

When I finally noticed it was raining, I looked around. wanting to see my brother beside me as they always where.

I wanted to tell them I was sorry, that I want to come home, and be with my family. But Brick always says the truth."You have been worthless to us from the start!" he said. And I knew, he was most likly telling the truth.

I wanted to close my eyes, and never open them again. But everytime I would blink, I would do it so gentilly, in fear that I would cry, or do something only a serious fag would do. My brothers where right...I don't belong with them...

I found an ally with a balcony over a spot, and sat there. 'If I don't belong here...where do I belong?' I thought to myself. My heart started to hurt, and i dug my fingernails deep into my skin. a tear escaped from my eye, and I wanted to scream. I began to sobb rapidly.

I was not sure what was going through my mind then,but I grabbed my pocket knife, and dug it deep into my wrist.

I screamed in pain, and dropped the knife. 'Take it like a man you worthless peice of crap!' I yelled at myself. I know self confidance was important, but with everything in the past that I have taken from my brothers, HIM, and Mojo, I can't bare it anymore. I felt as if my family did'nt want me, and I belonged nowere.

"BOOMER!" a female voice screamed. I turned to see my counterpart. Bubbles.