Disclaimer: I don't own That 70s Show. If I did, Jackie and Hyde would have ended up together.
Jackie ran from the Foremans' house to Donna's room where she had been living for some time now. Her heart had just been broken into a million pieces by the man she loved. Things between Steven and her had always been rocky, but they always managed to make it through. However, this time it had gone too far. There was no way they could get back together.
I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
'Cause baby
She threw herself on the bed and started sobbing. Her whole body shook with the force of her sobs. Then she got up and pulled her diary out of its hiding spot and started writing in it.
"Dear Diary,
It's over between me and Steven. This time it's for good. Everything could have been fixed if only that whore hadn't showed up. What can I do now? I feel like I'm dying. Steven just doesn't love me anymore. No…that's wrong. He never loved me. Going to Vegas and getting married is proof he never cared for me at all. But…I don't know what to do now. When things went wrong, I always went to him. Who do I turn to now?"
She ran out of things to say. She was too upset to continue writing. She just wanted to crawl under a rock and die. After a few hours of more crying, she finally fell asleep. No one had gone to check on her.
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'Cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Things didn't get any better the next day. Steven had decided to give marriage a try. It only broke Jackie's spirit even more to see her Puddin' Pop with that woman. She was sitting on her bed, reading a magazine, after having cried her eyes out some more in the morning. She couldn't face them again. Not after that.
"I can't believe he's letting her stay! We could have fixed things still. I would have forgiven him. I love him too much to let him go. But he wants to play house with that slut! And if that wasn't enough…Donna is on his side. What about me?!" She complained out loud to herself.
Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
'Cause baby
Jackie was walking around town to try to clear her head. She went past The Hub, but decided it would be better to just avoid any place they would be. She didn't even have her friends to turn to. They had welcomed Sam with open arms. Jackie had never felt more alone in her life. She had always thought that after all those years of hanging out with them, the gang had actually began to care about her. But, as soon as they found someone to replace her, they just dumped her…"Just like…" She chocked back tears and ran. She had finally come to a decision on what to do.
Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
'Cause it just seems to go bad every time
Will I be mending?
Another one ending once again
Jackie walked to the bus station with all that she owned. "Maybe a new life in New York will work out better for me," she thought as she bought her one way ticket to New York. "I just wish he would come for me. Like the prince I thought he was…" She boarded the bus and found a seat close to the back. She wasn't in the mood to speak to anyone. As the bus was leaving Point Place, she remembered all the happy memories the town held. "Not anymore. Staying here would just completely destroy me."
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'Cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Tears fell down her face as the bus drove out of Point Place. She was leaving everyone she loved behind. "They won't care," she thought while she chocked back sobs. "They have her now…"
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'Cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Steven Hyde walked into the empty basement after a night of heavy drinking. She had meant the world to him. And now there was no way in hell he could get her back. He had looked for her everywhere in town. He wanted to explain. To finally talk to her and tell her…just tell her how he felt…He walked into his old room with a small hope in his heart. Sometimes he would walk in and there she was. As he turned on the light he realized, that was then. An empty room crushed his heart. But he saw a note on the bed. He looked at it, then crumpled it up and threw it on the floor. He collapsed on the bed. He just couldn't bear to see anyone right now…
The one time he would have loved to hear one her endless rants, he found only one word on the piece of paper.
Goodbye.
Author's Note: Please Review! This is my first That 70s Show fanfic. I heard this song and it sounded how Jackie felt after Sam showed up. Hope you all like it. I'm not sure if I want to make it longer or not. Right now it's just a one-shot.