**Hiya. This is a fanfiction about real people I ship. They're hilarious youtubers. It may be weird but, eh...I am weird. It's about the Smosh 'friends', Ian Hecox and Anthony Pedilla. And yes. I know they aren't gay in real life but in my world they are. Anyways...onto the story. It's technically an AU. It's also a song fanfic, and it'll be two chapters. One in Anthony's point of view, and the other in Ian's. These will be based off of different songs as well. And now... I hope you enjoy my story!**
Home (Blake Shelton)
Anthony's P.O.V.
Three days.
It's been three days of being in Japan without Ian. And I haven't seen him for three days. Sure we call each other but...it just isn't the same. It's been so hard. I'm here with Kalel but that just makes it even harder. Our managers want us to keep up with our appearance, which means I'm still supposed to be dating Kalel. Yet we broke up almost a year and a half ago. I broke up with her by telling her I was gay and in love with my best friend. She took it better than I thought she would have. We're still friends, and that's all I can really ask. She supported me fully.
Soon after we broke up, she made it her mission to get me and Ian together. Of course she succeeded and soon Ian and I were boyfriends. Boyfriends. The word still brings butterflies to my stomach. I never realized how much Ian meant to be until we became official. We may not be able to show our love publicly, but that didn't make me love him any less. Just thinking of Ian makes my heart hurt more. I miss him so much. It hasn't even been that long, only three days, and I miss him so much. We haven't been apart this long...well, ever.
Another summer day, has come and gone away.
Finally, the four and final day has come. It doesn't seem like a long time to anyone else, but we've grown so close ever since we became a couple. Not having Ian by my side for four days has really taken its toll on me. It's made me realize just how much I need him in my life. Those bright blue eyes that I could just get lost in and that stupid bowl hair cut that just manages to make him look even cuter. I miss all of him. I miss my Ian.
I glance down at my watch, basically counting down the time; only a few more hours until we can get on a flight and go back home. And to me, home isn't a place. It's wherever Ian is. What's that old saying? Home is where the heart is? As cheesy as it is, Ian is my home. Whenever I'm with him, I feel so happy and safe. I feel at peace. I feel at home.
Maybe surrounded by, a million people I still feel all alone. I wanna go home.
Kalel decided we should do some last minute shopping, and spend the rest of our yen. I'm just itching to get home. I really don't have to rush though, considering I told Ian we would be gone for a week. That was the original plan, but Kalel could tell I'm really missing Ian.
We continue to walk around, so many people crowding the street. None of them are Ian. He's at home, hopefully not too lonely. I know it's bad to say, but I hope Ian's missing me as much as I'm missing him. I feel a smile tug at my lips just at the thought of finally being home; finally being able to hold Ian in my arms again.
Oh, I miss you, you know.
A few more hours pass and I miss Ian even more. That, and I'm so tired. We've been walking around so much, and everything around me just reminds me of Ian. We went into one store, which was full of costumes and all I could imagine is Ian and I dressed up in them, goofing off and acting like complete idiots. We moved on, only to find skeletons in jars. Ian would have loved that too. We walked through a few more stores until Kalel went off on her own to go clothes shopping, which meant I was by myself.
Which is where I am now. I'm just trying to keep myself busy, going through random stores. I had to look for something to get Ian anyways. Although I did get him a ton of Pokémon stuff yesterday, including a cute Pokémon couples necklace that Ian will make fun of me for, but will secretly love. One necklace has Ditto on it, which happened to be one of his favourite Pokémon, while the other had Pikachu. I can't wait to see his face when I show him it. I guess it'll kind of be like our promise rings. God I can't wait to get back to him.
Ian seems to be everywhere, even when he isn't physically with me. I hope he knows how much I miss him.
Another airplane, another sunny place. I'm lucky I know, but I wanna go home.
We just boarded the airplane and I don't think I've ever been this excited to get on a plane. I'm practically bouncing with excitement, only a little sad that my vacation in Japan is over. Next time I hope I can actually go with Ian. Ian. I called him before I got on the plane, and I could hear in his voice how much he truly missed me. It was almost painful to hang up on him. I honestly didn't want to, but I knew I would be seeing him in a few more hours.
I'm just too far from where you are. I wanna come home.
It's a few hours into the plane ride, and I can't seem to fall asleep. I know sleeping will make the time pass faster, but my mind doesn't want to settle down. I'm just too far from where Ian is. I should be in bed with him, cuddling him from behind as his snoring filled the air. And now my mind is wondering what he's doing right now. Is he even thinking about me? He's probably curled up in our bed, sleeping peacefully. A smile makes its way onto my face at that thought. Ian's so adorable when he sleeps. I never realized how much I miss the little things about Ian until they're suddenly gone. I know it seems silly, but I really do miss him. This is the longest we've been away from each other.
My mind continues to wander as I feel my eye lids getting heavy. Thoughts of Ian come to my mind, but that's nothing new. I'm still smiling as I feel myself drift off finally as my mind continues to think of my boyfriend waiting for me back home.
And I want to go home. Let me go home.
I feel someone shaking me awake, causing a groan to escape my mouth. For a few seconds I forget where I am. Then I realize I'm still on a plane, on my way back to my home; my Ian. I stir slowly, my eyes fluttering open finally. I glance around me and my eyes land on Kalel. I give her a small smile and sit up a bit in my seat.
"Are we there yet?" I ask, my voice sounding rough and groggy from disuse. I don't even wait for an answer as I turn to look out the window, letting out a small yawn as I rub at my eyes with a closed fist. The sight I see makes my heart flutter. We're back home. I see the landing strip and people are already starting to get off the plane.
"Yeah. We just landed." She tells me, causing a huge smile to settle on my face. I wonder what time it is. "And it's 4 in the morning." She adds as if she had read my mind.
I turn my gaze back to her and nod my head. "I just can't wait to surprise Ian." I mumble happily, pulling out my phone. I see I have a few texts from him, causing my smile to grow. He had no idea the surprise he was in for.
I get up with Kalel and we make our way off the plane with our carry on.
I've had my run, baby I'm done. I'm coming back home.
Before I know it, I'm standing outside the Smosh house. I glance at my watch. It's only 5 now. I know Ian won't be awake yet. I pull out my keys anyways, unlocking the door easily. I'm met with the sound of a television, most likely from our room. I close the door quietly behind me and put my belongings on the ground by the door. I can unpack later. Right now I want to see my Ian.
I quietly walk to our room, the television getting louder. Ian probably needed some sort of noise to fall asleep. I push open the door as softly as I can and walk in to find Ian passed out on the bed. He's wearing one of my bigger sweaters that makes him look even smaller and cuter. I love it when he wears my clothes.
I switch the television off and tug off the jeans I'm wearing before crawling into bed next to him. I pull him close to myself easily and he just cuddles up to me without waking up. I know I won't be able to fall back asleep but just laying here holding him makes coming home earlier worth it.
Let me go home.
It's only an hour later when Ian frowns in his sleep, slowly starting to stir. I have a huge smile on my face, just waiting for him to open his eyes. "Morning babe," I say softly, rubbing his side.
That seems to work, his eyes popping open. He looks shocked for a few seconds as he lets it sink in. I'm still rubbing his side gently, smile growing even wider. "A-Anthony?" He questions groggily. He rubs at his eyes, making sure he isn't dreaming still. I nod my head, running a hand through his bowl hair cut. He's speechless for a couple more minutes, then I suddenly feel arms wrapped around my neck and a head rested on my chest. "But...I thought..." He's still stumbling over his words.
I chuckle and return the hug without hesitation, wrapping my long arms around his tiny waist as I press a kiss to the top of his head. "Surprise," I whisper quietly, rubbing small circles on his back. "We came back early." I add, as if to explain myself. I feel him nod, but other than that he doesn't say anything else. "I missed you too much."
He chuckles into my chest, a sound I love to hear. "I missed you too." He lifts his head back up, our eyes connecting as our arms are still wrapped around one another. He gives me a smile, his eyes twinkling the way I've gotten used to. It shows how happy he is.
He leans forward and connects our lips gently together. We're both smiling into the kiss and I tighten my arms around the shorter man to pull him even closer to myself. We pull away when our lungs beg for air, both of us panting as we try to catch our breath. I pull him into my lap, both of our smiles still on our faces.
"I love you." We say simultaneously. It causes both of us to laugh again, Ian blushing and hiding his face back in my chest. I love the way he does that. I shake my head at his shyness. You'd think after a year of dating, Ian would be comfortable now.
I take one hand off of his back and lift his chin up with my finger, connecting our eyes again. Then I move my hand to caress his cheek where the blush still rests. "I love you." I repeat, wanting to make sure he never forgets. He's the only person I've ever fallen for, and I was lucky enough to have him catch me. Sure I've had relationships before, but I was never in love with them like I was with Ian.
He leans into my hand, eyes crinkling as his smile grows even bigger. "I love you too." He whispers back at me, his warm arms still wrapped around my neck.
We both simultaneously lean in again, our eyes slipping shut. We move closer together, our lips connecting in another sweet, tender kiss. Only one thought comes to my mind as I sit here holding my amazing boyfriend in my arms.
This is my home.
It'll all be alright. I'll be home tonight.
I'm coming back home.
**So, this is the end of the first part. And I hope you liked it. Ian's POV will be next, when he's at home by himself missing Anthony. Anyways... reviews are appreciated. Let me know what you think people! **
