Luffy stood in the clearing on the island of woman. He was staring at the sky, deep in thought. Ace is dead. My brother is dead. He is gone. He will never come back, just like Sabo. They're both dead. They left me all by myself. They left me in this cruel world. Alone. They never loved me. I'm weak. I'm to weak for them. I've always been a misfit. No. I'm not the misfit, they are.

He fell on his knees. His hands digging in the earth. Everyone left me. I'm alone. I really am alone. Why? What is wrong with me? Am I not good enough for them? My crew. Where is my crew? Where are they? His eyes widen. They left me too. They are all gone. They don't like me. They don't want me anymore. They're continuing without me.

What about Shanks? He likes you. No he doesn't. He didn't take me with him. He left me. The hat. Where is hat? He looked around for the hat. It wasn't there. Hat is gone. Hat is gone! The only thing what likes me is gone. They took it. They took hat! They need it! Without hat no Strawhat crew.

But the hat was with me the whole time. It must be somewhere on the island. They didn't take it. They were not there. He frowned. They were not there. They didn't help me. They let me do it all by myself. Ace died. It's their fault. The Whitebeard pirates. They let him die. They didn't protect him. They didn't care. Only old man did. He's dead. They let him die too.

He smiled. The crew doesn't care about their captain. My crew doesn't care either. They want me dead. They never liked me. I did so much for them. They didn't do anything for me. I'm a burden to them. Nobody cares.

Makino and Dadan. They care. They cared for me when I was a kid. No. He shook his head. They don't care. They had to. Makino had to. She was forced. She was forced to look after me. Just like Dadan. Gramps forced Dadan to care for me. Gramps.. Gramps doesn't care for me. He abused me. He doesn't love me at all. He's a Marine. He needs to kill me. He wants to kill me. Coby is a Marine too. He told me he wants to capture me. He told me he wants to beat me. He wants to execute me.

He is losing it. An evil grin spred on his face. He started to laugh. He laughed harder. He sounded like a maniac. They're gonna pay. They're all gonna pay for leaving me! They're gonna pay for letting him die! They never loved me. I will never love them.

I will kill them.